I really really miss you. I wish i could go back and redo everything we wouldnt be in this situation if i just hadn't fucked up. I fucked up everything we had. It feels like its all gone and now i have to do this shit and things feel the same but also not. I miss it i miss us and everything that came with it. Maybe we'll have it again one day or maybe I'll learn to not miss you. I hope it stops being like this soon.
