I feel so mf empty all the time. So tired all the time. I feel pretty much nothing all the time. Just tired. And shitty. I dont really feel happy anymore. Im just exhausted. Tired of living. Breathing. Trying. Waking up. Walking. Everything. Its so hard to get up. Its so hard. Its pointless you know? Im gonna die one day. Might as well do it now. I honestly dont even have the energy to kill myself. Im that mf tired. I dont have the energy to do anything. It takes so much out of me to do the most basic things. Yeah, i want to die. But i just dont have the energy to actually do it. I honestly have a hard time finding the energy to text my girlfriend back now. Like its that bad. Theres just no motivation or energy. I have to fight myself to text her back. I just want to lie in bed n sleep all day.
