We all die one day. Im never going to be happy. So whats the point. Theres no reason to be here. I just feel fuckkng miserable all the time. I didn't want to be born this way. I never fucking asked for it. I would do anything to change it. Why am i even here? I contribute to nothing. I only make things worse. Theres nothing good. Everything about me just sucks and all the small good things were ruined before i turned 15. Im just nothing. Waste of space. Waste. Stupid fuckkng tranny. I wish these feelings would just go away. Im so close to relapsing.
