I think. That maybe this life isnt meant for me to live. I cant stop thinking. About how I'll never have biological children. I'll never be 6'. I'll never be able to confidently look in the mirror and say "this is who i am." This is not who i am. I never wished for this. I think that maybe i wouldve been happier as someone else. Because this? This is not who i wanted to be. This is not who i am. I wasnt meant to be this way. I don't want this. Im tired of grasping for things that I'll never have. Im tired of trying at a life that I'll never be good enough for. I think I'm done. I think I'm ready to just give up. Nothing is worth it.
