Why'd i have to relapse the day before prom now i have to worry about bleeding through my tux and do u know how expensive that'll be if I do???????. Dumb dumb fuck. My hands all fucked up too. I've not ate since the other day and im shaky. I havent had much water either. What is this? So out of the blue. So many things are wrong. I can feel my heartbeat in my neck every time i speak. I feel fuzzy. I dont wanna go to prom. I just wanna stay home and sleep for the next few weeks.