I don't want to go to prom. I want to stay home. I just wish i could sleep for the rest of my life. Or just end it. Im tired of being alive. Everything sucks. Im having such a hard time finding good things. Or even anything that isn't bad. I thought i was fine. I keep thinking about cutting. Pills. Alcohol. I wish i could just have a taste. I want everything to stop. I just wish i was dead. Never born even.