I've been so close to messaging you. Ive had the chat box open. Ive started typing the message. I get yelled at whenever i try to. I want to. I want to so bad. But god..nothing will change. Thats the problem. Nothing will change. Nothing will change. So it's pointless. I'll just end up hurt again and again. Its pointless. Nothing changes. I usually type out a message about three times a day. But i can never. I can't do it. Nothing will change.
YALL THIS DIDNT UPDATE WHAT 5HE FUCK
-i texted her.
