Im so fucking tired of being alive. I just want to fucjing OD or drink myself to death. I hate this. I hate being this way. I hate it so much. I'd give anything to not be this way. To just live my life in peace instead of being in constant misery. Every time I think I'm ok, it gets worse. I wish it would just stop. I wish everyone would go away so I could just fucking end it. I just want to be happy. For once. Why was I born this way? It sucks. Sucks so much. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I just feel angry all the fucking time because of this. I lash out on people. Some people deserve it but not all of them. I wish I would just stop breathing. I hate it. I hate breathing. I hate everything. Just make it stop.
