★ creator ★ connor x reader ★

★ P A S T ★

[Hey guys! Sorry for the late update. I've been going through horrible writer's block but here's a long chapter for you all! There may be several mistakes due to the fact that I wrote this on my phone + I was fighting writer's block, so do forgive me for that. Sorry for the wait!]

Connor came back from his room from changing out of his suit and into something more comfortable. Not like he'd feel it, but he just needed to get out of the suit.

He was going to keep Y/N company as she worked or just in general, but then he noticed she had fallen asleep on the sofa.

I must've known she would still be tired after staying up for almost the whole night. That nap she took before wasn't enough, Connor smiled softly and approached her. As always, Y/N looked peaceful when she slept. Her [e/c] eyes were closed and even though Connor enjoyed looking at them, he didn't mind them being closed. Her chest was moving rising and falling slowly, her breathing was quiet and calm. He liked seeing her like this. Peaceful and calm.

Connor noticed that a strand of hair was laying right on her eye, which seemed to not bother her but Connor decided to move it anyway. He slowly reached out for her face and delicately tucked that small strand of hair behind her ear. Y/N moved a bit, since she sensed his hand on her face, but all she did was shift a bit, before she returned to a completely still position. Y/N let out a small huff of air out her nose before settling down completely.

Connor just watched and couldn't help but just...smile. Connor felt that, in such a short period of time, he's been smiling more. He was happy to be here and he didn't regret his decision.

But he still had something to do and that was to look at the videos Y/N had collected and given to him. Connor's eyes moved to his room, where he had left the USB. He took a small breath in and then turned back to the calm Y/N.

Was she different in those videos? Well, most likely. She must've changed after all that time.

Did Connor think that his opinion on her would change after seeing those videos? No.

He didn't think he wouldn't be able to enjoy seeing Y/N, even after watching those videos.

With delicate and affectionate movements, Connor slowly grabbed the blanket at the side of the sofa and softly placed it on Y/N. She moved a bit, but Connor only slowed down his actions in order to let her continue sleeping peacefully. Once he had fully placed the blanket on top of her, he crouched down and looked at her closely.

Connor didn't expect to see anything on Y/N's face. She was sleeping anyways. But, he just took in her features. He scanned her face meticulously and didn't let any detail pass him by. The more he gazed at her, the more he felt himself stayed glued to where he was. He didn't want to move when he had such a perfect view of  Y/N's alluring features.

Just by gazing at Y/N's face, Connor felt this warm feeling rise up in him. He didn't know how to explain it, but he quite liked the feeling.

Was this deviancy? He didn't know why he was so interested in Y/N's features now. They seemed so lovely and gorgeous, he didn't know why he hadn't noticed before.

I better stop staring before she wakes up and just sees me here, I don't think it'll be very pleasant, Connor smiled with amusement and decided to do what he said.

"Rest well," Connor told her gently before standing up and heading to his room to see those videos.

Once Connor was in his room, he decided to start. The USB itself wasn't big. In fact, it was only a mini oval-shaped USB that was coloured white. So, all Connor did was put it beside his LED and inject it. It didn't hurt, obviously, so it wasn't an issue for him.