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(The following chapters will be longer than usual. Around 5.8k words, not counting the author's note! Sorry if it's too long lol. Be free to comment your opinion on the length of the chapters too. Also, there might be some mistakes here as I've written this on my phone again but ehh...

Enjoy!)

Damn it, damn it, damn it...

Y/N had been holding back the temptation to scream with pure anger at this whole situation. If Connor had just not called, they wouldn't be here. They wouldn't be here and risk Connor being taken away!

The whole ride to Kamski's house was in silence. Both Connor and Y/N had their mouths shut. Barely even breathing. The silence was so tense,Y/N was sure that she could cut the tension between them with a knife.

Her eyes were glued to the window. Watching as the white landscape barely changed, watching as the snow got worse and worse. Even the weather seemed to agree with Y/N's emotions.

Her eyes were glued to the window because she couldn't even bare to look at Connor. Maybe she would explode into a furious mess and scream at him till they arrived at their situation. Maybe she would scream at him, cry and then shut herself off for who knows how long.

Y/N didn't do either option. She stayed in silence, eyes glued to the window. The tension didn't go, just stayed there, clogging up her senses and her train of thought.

Why did he call...why did he call? Why had he stayed with me that night if he was going to do this to me? Y/N narrowed her eyes and finally managed to glare at Connor.

She looked at him with a burning gaze. He wasn't looking at her, he was just like her. Looking out the window. But he had an emotionless expression on his face, his LED was blue and he showed no signs of any guilt.

Now that she looked at him, Y/N remembered what had happened about two days ago. She remembered how he had suggested for him to stay the night and how she had nervously, but happily said yes. Y/N's body tensed up as she remembered Connor's arm wrapping around her and how gently he said those two words.

"Rest well."

Y/N's mind had gone into a frenzy when he had said that. Along with his touch. Just him being there made her happy and comfortable. So comfortable that she was certain that she wanted to tell him to stay. To stay with her as long as he could.

She was so relieved when he had said that he would stay with her that night. Until she fell asleep perhaps. But even then, she truly hoped that she would wake up that day with Connor still in the same position, still right next to her.

But that didn't happen.

Rest well my ass! Y/N growled and her anger came all at once. If she was able to, she would ignite into flames of pure anger.

You fucking asshole! You did all that to distract me? Y/N snarled at Connor in her head. She was such an idiot to believe that Connor actually wanted to accompany her that night. That he actually wanted to stay with her, or to enjoy her company. How stupid was she?

I don't know what I'm going to do with him, Y/N moved her gaze away and placed it back on the window. She stayed still, with arms closed but was shocked once she felt something make its way down her face. She raised her hand and touched what had fallen from her eyes and realised that she was crying.