★ creator ★ connor x reader ★

★ C A R E ★

[sorry for the late update again! This chapter took a bit longer to write. However, it's real cute, in my opinion, so please do enjoy it!]

What if she had moved up just a bit? What would've happened?

Connor played with his collar nervously as his mind got swamped with thoughts of what had happened yesterday.

It was very early in the morning. The sun hadn't come up yet and he had been thinking about this the whole night. It almost haunted him.

He remembered how absolutely shocked he was to find himself in that position and finding himself frozen, unable to move away from Y/N.

It was so vivid in his memory, it was the only thing he could focus on.

His heart raced when he found himself in that position and he was almost certain his LED had gone bright red, just because of the pure shock he was experiencing. His screen was flooded with so many nervous, uncertain commands that his mind almost shut off.

Commands such as, push her away, freeze and many more commands that were similar. The one that was most prominent though, was "lean down" and "kiss her".

Connor gulped as he found himself hesitating to follow through with that command, he could only picture the worst outcome if he had done that. He could only picture her pushing him away, eyes disgusted or shocked and telling him "that he's an android, you shouldn't do that" or something similar.

Connor still wasn't sure what to think of himself. He couldn't ever really picture himself and Y/N as a "normal couple".

The most critical reason as to why he thought that, was because he was an android.

Was he convinced he was a deviant? He was sure of that, he was also still getting used to it.

But as much as he could try and act human, he'll never be one.

Connor frowned and his LED turned yellow as he thought more about it. Y/N deserves someone who's normal and most importantly, human. Connor wouldn't be surprised if she acted repulsed to the thought of being with an android.

But the way they just froze, the way their noses grazed against each other softly and the softness in her eyes drove Connor's software nuts.

If Y/N wanted to move up, why didn't she?

Connor tried to imagine how it would've gone if Y/N had moved up.

She would kiss him, her lips most likely a bit cold from the weather outside. Her hands would cup his face and pull him down with her just a bit. Connor would close his eyes, smile a bit and resume kissing her. He wouldn't even care about the cold snow on his hands, or his knees. The warmth from Y/N's body and kiss would most certainly be enough.

He didn't know how long they would've kissed, but it certainly would've been difficult on getting Connor to stop.

Connor's lips curled upwards into a big smile as he thought of that. Just the thought of it made him smile joyfully. But his smile vanished once he faced reality.

Y/N didn't move up. But something told Connor that she was unsure. Maybe he was being hopeful, hoping that somewhere inside Y/N, she felt the same. That somewhere inside, she wanted to move up and kiss Connor.

But maybe he was being a bit too optimistic.

He tried to think about it more...logically. Judging by how Y/N's muscles tensed up underneath him, how her eyes widened and how they looked at him with surprise, she must've just been in shock to find herself underneath Connor. Plus the embarrassment, Y/N must've been unsure of what to do, which would probably explain why she didn't move right away? Maybe she didn't want to make herself look rude?