how do i know if i love you?

7장

"Chaerin eonni!" CoCo called out from behind the door. "I don't like this dress it's too revealing..."

"I'm coming in." I say twisting the door.

"I don't like this top area, and it has a huge open backing." CoCo says covering her top.

"Here take mine It's a bit loose for me anyway." I say handing her my dress in the clear plastic bag.

"It won't fit me, Chaerin your so skinny and you only weigh 41kg! I weight 49kg and are wider than you!" CoCo complains.

"Eunchae don't worry! I always get an extra size, I don't want to be wearing teenager clothes." I state making her have the dress.

"Chaerin, why do you have to be so selfless?" CoCo says taking the dress from me.

"I guess it's just my weakness." I strugg turning around so CoCo could change into m-her dress.

"Here!" CoCo says handing her dress out through the door.

"Thank you!" I say grabbing it.

Ok maybe I made a mistake, now that I'm wearing it, it's really revealing, I understand why CoCo didn't want to wear the dress. My breasts were on full show.

The dress was a bit loose, well quite loose, I've lost a lot a weight by accident lately I haven't told the others that I'm currently at 39.9kg which isn't a healthy weight.

"Eonni! Eunchae won't help me! Can you help me with the Omjia-Hwachae? I want to make it look pretty!" Lea calls out from the kitchen.

"Sure!" I rush through the hall and into the kitchen.

"Ah Eonni? Are you wearing? I didn't know you had the same style as Mihyeon?" Lea says noticing my outfit, I hope she doesn't notice how skinny I am.

"Yes, It's actually Eunchae's she didn't like it, too revealing? I don't mind switching dresses," I say grabbing a pear and a knife.

"Wait she fits into one of your dresses? Look how skinny you are! Eunchae's dress is too big for you!" Lea says turning around and points at my body.

"No it would, I haven't worn that dress since before the car crash." I say looking down. "I wasn't that skinny then."

"Chaerin, I worry." Lea mumbles. "That you are unhealthy, I don't want you to drop dead on me.."

Tears start flowing from her eyes freely.

"Don't cry on me ok?" I say hugging her. "I'm going to get better, I've been talking to the doctors, they're going to help me."

"E-Eonni, you're my best friend. I need you to get better." Lea sobs into my shoulder.

"Shh, Jisu everything's all right let's finish this Omija-Hwachae!" I says holding onto her shoulders. "I'll have to do your makeup. I haven't done it in months."

"Aww Chaerin!" Lea smiles.

It didn't take long to finish everything I had to do. My dress, Loose. Omija-Hwachae, best punch ever but I'm confused Hwachae is usually severed in summer not winter.

"Hey, Jisu?" I question looking over the seat of the car.

"Yes?"

"Why did we make Omija-Hwachae anyways? I'm really confused." I say looking down at the bowl on my lap.

"Because it was your favourite. You used to love it, I rarely see you eat anymore, so I wanted to make something for you, even if it's the wrong time of the year." Lea says smiling softly at me.

"Aww thank you! If I wasn't in the back I would hug you!" I say complaining about the seat. 

"Stop guys your gonna make me cry!" CoCo says turning around. "Mihyeon what are you doing?"

I lean over the seat to see MiMi eating a tub of Nutella.

"What? Mihyeon how did you get that? I know what that is!" I state snatching the tub. "Hey this was made in the AmeRiga countrY?"

"Jeez Chae, don't speak english if you don't know how to speak it!" Lea says. "But being the leader I am have to admit that you did a good job well done!"

"Tank uu so muk, I mus tank mi frwend Lee Jisu" I say smiling widely.

"I didn't understand a word you just said." MiMi comments.

"Don't lie! It's not like you can do any better!" CoCo says taking the jar of Nutella from me. "Try read this."

"It says 'Made in Ameliga, oh vely unhealthy! Do you see these garbes? Vely yummy!'" MiMi says digging her spoon into the jar.

"MiMi stop! Manager wouldn't like it if you went against the diet!" I say stealing the jar and her spoon. I dip the spoon into the jar and take a large mouthful.

The chocolate taste melts in my mouth. "Mhmm, this is so good!" I say mouthful with nutella.

"Chaerin! That's so disgusting but I guess it's food!" Lea says taking a photo of me. "I'm uploading this to instagram!"

"Hey do you think I don't eat?!?" I question abruptly. "I eat food!"

"We know, Jisu eonni~ what's the caption going to be?" MiMi asks.

"Hmm, how about, 'How knew this cute potato could be disgusting?' or 'Cute but ugly?'" Lea says.

"Heyyyyyy! No I'm not a potato did you see my abs??" I say.

"Kim Chaerin, you don't have abs." CoCo says.

"Yes I do." I say holding up a bread roll that looked like it had a six pack. "See right heree!" I point to the middle.

"I just recorded it, It's going on insta too!" MiMi says putting down her phone.

"How! How did you do it I didn't even see your phone!" I say pointing out my hands.

"I'm the goddess of recording, and everything that involves secretly taking videos and photos!" MiMi says proud of herself. "I learnt from my Eomma and Appa!"

"I didn't learn anything from my Appa, only that I'm an idiot." I say looking down at the ground.

"I'm sorry, I forgot your parents weren't good!" MiMi quickly says.

"It's ok, My Eomma was the best.. She just left." I say taking huge spoonfuls of nutella.

"Let's not talk about our parents. Chaerin, I refuse to do your makeup for the 15th time tonight." Lea says snatching the nutella jar from me.

"Noo! My Nutellas! Give me!" I fake cry.

"No! I'm not redoing your makeup!" Lea says.

"Jisu please?" She shakes her head. "You're so mean!" I huff.

"Ugh, Chae you look like a messy, when we get out there is going to me cameras. You'll be all over the internet, I'll have to fix it now!" Lea says.

"Guys, If anythings happens to me, I want you guys to know I love you guys!" I state, "I'm probably going to get drunk, hehe."

"Let's Go! 2018 here we go!"

"1!2! Fire crackers! We are Midnight Girls!"

Hehe this took me two weeks to write...

I write as slow as I eat. Hehe.

I have ZEPETO my code: U1F9LO ^^ (Above is me)