how do i know if i love you?

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We had gotten back to the apartment late that afternoon. I had escaped everyone to go to the gym, to get my mind off things. It also helped with the period pains which don't feel like ending.

I had a meeting with Hit man bang that following day to discuss my running away. I had to explain about manager-nim raising his hand against me. He said he would look into it but so far I haven't heard anything.

I spent the rest of that day practising before we had to go to a concert. I had to keep a straight face during the concert because of the period pains. I usually don't get these pains as I was on the pill, but because of the stomach infection and the attempt almost all my pills were taken off of me.

I couldn't get to sleep that night as I just couldn't sleep. Yoongi had questioned if I was alright but I pushed it off saying it was alright. I had decided to practise till I felt like sleeping and when I went to sleep I didn't wake up till late that afternoon.

We had another concert that night and then a interview that next morning. Today is the only free day we have till next week when we finish tour and I get to go home, I'm thankful for this tour because I get to spend most my days with Yoongi, when we get back I won't be able to do that often.

I get up and clean myself off. There's still a light cramping in my lower abdomen but it is easing off. I wash my hair and then put it up in a tiny bun. It has grown about two inches since I cut it.

I finish up and put on a sports bra and a pair of sweat pants. I look at myslef and smile, I take a quick mirror selfie and save it to my phone.

I meet Eunchae and Mihyeon in the hallway. Eun wheres a cropped top and shorts and Mihyeon wears an outfit similar to mine but she wears a shirt over her sport's bra. If Jisu knew what we were about to do she would be upset at us.

I look at Mihyeon and sigh. "Mihyeon, how are you going to Hoseok to like you if you are wearing a shirt?" I say and she looks at the ground.

"What if he doesn't like my chest?" Mihyeon asks and I reassure her that he will. She takes it off and I give her a thumbs up, she just smiles at me.

"Girls are you ready?" A voice say and we know it's Jimin. He had agreed to helping us set Mihyeon and Hoseok up just because he shipped it.

We eagerly walk down to the gym avoiding the others attention. Once we get there I give Mihyeon a headset that I had taken from our concert. It's small and only goes in the ears, it's what we use to hear the music when we are performing but we will be using it to speak to Mihyeon.

Once we are all set up Jimin takes out his phone and sends a text to Hoseok. He doesn't let us see what he sent though but it's fine.

It's not long till he arrives and Mihyeon begins her dance routine. I quickly get up and sneak over to lock the door. That's when someone grabs my wrist. I jump and almost let out a squeal but he places a finger to my lip.

I look up to see Yoongi standing there. What is he doing here? I look at him wide eyed and he looks down at me. "W-What are you doing here?" I ask awkwardly.

"I've come to work out." He says unbothered. I look at him and then down at his clothes, they are only casual clothes but it isn't what he normally would wear to work out in.

"Chae! Chae get back here." I hear a voice whisper and I turn back to see Eunchae leaning out behind the back of the workout gear. I look over at her and I can tell Yoongi sees her too.

I grab his hand and drag him behind the equipment. Eunchae begins directing Mihyeon what to do and say to Hoseok and Mihyeon repeats them to Hoseok.