how do i know if i love you?

Epilogue

Two years later.

I have just gotten back from my studio, I've been writing new music for a new album we are planning.

I walk into our apartment, I put my stuff down on the cupboard top and pour myself a drink. I take my drink and walk into the lounge room.

Hoseok and Mihyeon are sitting on the couch, they are cuddled up watching a movie on the TV. I sit down on the couch that they aren't sitting on.

"Eonni? What are you doing here? I thought you would be with Yoongi?" Mihyeon questions looking up at me, I shake my head softly. "You haven't seen each other in two weeks I thought you would be over there."

"No, we are going out for dinner tonight." I say and she nods.

"That's right! Today is the day!" Hoseok exclaims and Mihyeon nods excitedly. They quickly stop, Hoseok covering his mouth and Mihyeon scratching her head awkwardly. 

"Today is the day? What's happening today?" I ask, they don't say anything and I sigh. I get up, "I'm going to get ready." I say walking off towards my room.

My bed is nicely made and on it is a dress, where did this dress come from? I walk over to the dress, it still has its tag on it. I'm guessing who ever bought me this dress want me to wear it tonight.

Yoongi and I are having a date tonight, ever since we got back from the tour we don't see a lot of each of each other with our busy schedules and we don't live together.

I have a shower and get myself dressed, I must admit this is a beautiful dress, it matches nicely with my long hair which is dyed black.

It wraps around my curves perfectly and makes me look sexy. I do my make up and my hair.

I say goodbye to the others and Yoongi comes and picks me up. He drives for a while before we arrive at a restaurant, which Yoongi had booked out just for the two of us.

We order a nice dinner, it's lovely. We catch up on everything that we have done in the past two weeks.

When we finish eating we go for a walk along the river. The scenery is beautiful, probably the prettiest we have ever gone on a date.

Yoongi's grip on my hand loosens and he stands infront of me. I can sense his nervousness. "Kim Chaerin," He starts getting down on one knee, holding a ring box in one of his hands. "I've known you for years, when I first met you, I never thought that you would ever date me. When I started dating you I felt like the happiest man alive. Everyday, you make me feel like I am the happiest man alive. We have been through many ups and downs and there are many more ups and downs for us to come. What I'm trying to say is I love you, so will you make me the luckiest man and marry me?"

At this point I am already in tears, I nod, "Yes." I say "Of course." I say a smile on my face happy tears streaming down my face. Yoongi takes my hand and slips the ring onto my finger. He stands up and kisses me passionately.

A few months later

I stand there in front of the mirror, I'm wearing a gorgeous white dress, I look like a princess. My hair is back to my natural cinnamon brown hair colour.

Jisu puts on my veil and takes a long look at me. "You are so pretty." She says hugging me. "I feel like a proud mother."

I chuckle softly. The girls are wearing their bridesmaid dresses and the hold a bouquet, my brother's girlfriend Jieun is also one of my bridesmaid as we have gotten very close in the past two years.

My brother, Chao-Xiang walks into the room wearing a nice suit. He walks over to me and compliments me. I'm having my brother walk me down the is isle.

He holds out his hand and I take it. The music starts and the girls walk out I follow slowly behind them. When I walk down the isle I can feel everyone's eyes on me but I look up at Yoongi.

When I reach the end, Yoongi grabs my hand and helps me stand in front of me. The priest starts and I look up at Yoongi through the veil. I see him look down at me a few times. After we say our 'i do's, he lifts the veil over my head and kisses me.

Even though we are undercover the clouds break and it starts raining, I smile against his lips.

Even though my parents are gone they're here. They are watching us from heaven, they are with us.

One year later.

I stand there awkwardly in front of Yoongi's studio. I look down at the door mat with a cat pointing it's middle finger at me, the words 'Stay away' written on it.

I open the door and walk in. Yoongi's working at his desk. "Can't you read the doormat?" He asks and I take a deep breath in.

"Honey, it's me." I say and he turns around to face me.

"What's wrong?" He ask getting up and walking over towards me.

"Umm I, I-" I start unsure how to word my sentences. "I think I'm pregnant but I'm not sure I need to take the test but I don't want to do it alone so can you come with me when I do it?" I say quickly. He takes a while to process my words and then nods cautiously.

However, a hour later we are both sitting in the bathroom. The test sits on the cupboard top, Yoongi and I sitting on the floor.

"What if it comes back positive?" I question looking over at Yoongi.

"We'll be parents." He says fiddling with his fingers anxiously. "How long does that thing take?"

"I dunno, you take it and see." I say motioning to the test on the counter. Yoongi reaches up and grabs it.

He reads the test suspiciously, before tearing up. "What's wrong?" I question anxiously, he passes it me.

It takes a while for me to register what it says. "Were going to be parents." I say crying happy tears, I drop the test and throw my arms around him.

Nine months later

I hold the small baby close to my body, watching her sleep silently. The door opens and in comes my brother and his girlfriend.

"Woah, she's so pretty." Jieun says sitting down on the chair besides the bed. "What's her name?"

"Min Youra." I say, looking over at her, "Do you want to hold her?" I question and she nods. I carefully pass her over to Jieun.

The door opens again and in come 4 girls and their partners. Mihyeon walks in hand in hand with her fiancé Hoseok. A six month pregnant Eun with her husband Jimin. Jisu with her husband, Jin. My cousin Namjoon with his 7 month pregnant wife, Hanika.

Namjoon walks straight over to Yoongi who had been resting by my side. He congratulates my Husband.

Jieun passes my daughter, Youra, to me. The others come one by one to greet her. "Namjoon-ah, where's Taehyung and Jungkook? Aren't they suppose to be here too?" I question and Namjoon looks down at me.

"They are running late." He says and I nod. "Youra's the splitting image of you and Yoongi, she's beautiful."

I look down at my daughter in my arms, she sleeps soundlessly in my arms. She looks like an angel.

Taehyung and Jungkook burst through the door apologising for being late. We laugh and I smile at them.

This is my family.

End