how do i know if i love you?

50장

I grab my stuff and walk into the bathroom to change out of my clothes, I've been discharged and we will be leaving to go back on tour. Jisu and Mihyeon had driven back to the apartment to get me clothes. I don't know what they were thinking, they brought back a short black checkered skirt. I put on the shirt and notice that it is a long sleeved, see through, crop top.

I don't know if they did it on purpose, never mind, I pick up a pair white stockings and groan quietly, I look at the pair of shoes to see that they are boots. The boots go halfway up the bottom half of my legs.

I must admit, I look good. I can see the tattoo below my left breast, which the others don't really know about. Oh well I guess it doesn't matter know.

I walk out of the bathroom to be greeted by Mihyeon. Her long black hair hangs over her almost to her knees as she sits. She wears a lot of accessories such as earrings, necklaces and hair clips. She wears a short denim skirt and a purple crop that shows off her shoulders and covers her arms. She is wearing brown stockings and cream flats. She looks stunning, I mean the fireflies don't call her the flower of the group for nothing.

"Chae, you look stunning!" Mihyeon exclaims standing up. "I was starting to doubt you suited the role of visual." She jokes before wrapping an arm around me.

What I am wearing is similar to Mihyeon's style, she chose this outfit I'm sure.

"Well, I wasn't sure I'd wear such an outfit like this, but I must admit it looks very lovely together." I say as we walk out of the room. "You chose it didn't you?"

"Yes I did! I figured now that you have a boyfriend that you should dress more appealing. None of those comfy clothes." Mihyeon says motioning with her hand.

"What if a guy likes that in a girl? Yoongi must have liked my comfy clothes to fall for me." I say as we enter my brother's hospital room.

"I've seen the way Yoongi looks at you when you are wearing these types of clothes." She says motioning to the clothes I'm currently wearing.

Jisu smiles at me and I walk over to my brother, he's sitting up now. The doctors will start physiotherapy soon. IU is also there, she seems to be spending quite a bit of time with my brother, but I guess it's because they are working together.

I walk over to my brother and grab his hand. He pulls me into a hug and then squeezes my hand. "Chao-Xing, stay safe would you?" My brother says and I nod. "Remember I love you."

"I'm sorry about the other day. I'll consider it, ok?" I say and he nods. "Don't do anything bad. Look after IU, ok? Remember to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner. Wash regularly. Watch for cars, trains, buses, trucks, boats and planes."

We finish up saying our goodbyes. I pull IU to the side to talk to her. "Can you look after my brother for me? I don't want him to get into any trouble. Help him if you need to."

"Don't worry, I've got this. You can have fun with your friends knowing that Chulmoo would be alright." IU says and I nod, I quickly grab something out of my bag. A small slip of paper.

"I wrote my number down, so you can call me." I say holding it out and she takes it. "Thank you IU. It means a lot to me."

"You can call me Jieun. You're welcome." Jieun says and we say goodbye.

After a while we are all in a car, by all of us I mean the six of us including Namjoon and Yoongi, as the others stayed behind. I get into the back of the van like I normally do.

I pull Yoongi in beside me, so that he is sitting beside me and Eunchae. Namjoon sits beside Mihyeon and Jisu. Him and Jisu talk for a while.

I look up at Yoongi and smile. "That outfit looks nice on you." Yoongi says rubbing the back of his head.