how do i know if i love you?

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I'm all dolled up today, we are attending an interview and the makeup they put on today was excessive. I'm wearing a lace dress, similar to the one I wore during our concert last night but longer and less likely to be see-through.

My hair is styled in little braid like plats, a hair style you might see on a young toddler. My hair is barely in the braid anyways and hair is still shaping my small childish face.

The make up covers all my freckles and makes me look so much maturer. I look like I could be staring in a kdrama.

I here my ring tone and I pick up my phone. "Hello?" I say as I answers.

"Hello Chaerin!" The feminine voice says from the other side of the phone, I smile. "It's me Jieun."

"Yes, I'm aware. How is Chulmoo?" I ask as the stylist put earrings in my ears. "Are you well?"

"Chulmoo's doing great! He has been getting up and moving around more!" Jieun exclaims excitedly. "The physician is going to start treatment for his muscles soon. They are planning for his discharge soon!"

"That's great!" I exclaim, the stylist let's me get up and I walk back to my room. "So do you know when they are continuing with the drama?" I ask, pressing the button to go up the lift.

"They want to go back to filming as soon as he is discharged. Which is soon hopefully!" Jieun exclaims. I smile widely and I reach the floor of our apartment.

"Is Chulmoo there currently?" I ask and I hear Jieun talking to someone through the other side of the phone. I walk into our apartment and walk over to the kitchen to get a drink of water.

"Chaerin! I miss you so much! Do you know when you will be able to visit me?" Chulmoo exclaims causing me to smile. "I'm getting discharged soon! Oh I saw your music video it was amazing! Chaerin I didn't know you had tattoos!"

"I've got one week left till we are coming back to Seoul, I'll come visit you then! I hope you get discharged soon so you can continue your Kdrama! I can't wait to watch it!" I exclaim drinking a cup of water. I head over to my room talking to Chulmoo as I do.

I enter my room laughing at a joke that Chulmoo had made, I hear voices stop talking and I look up at the sight before me.

Yoongi is holding a small black box and Jin is taking little square packages out of it. They look up at me with shock in their eyes. "Chaerin, Chaerin you there?" I hear Chulmoo ask from the other line.

I hold my phone up to my ears not taking my eyes away from the boys in front of me. "Yeah, I'm here. I just caught Yoongi giving Seokjin condoms..." I say awkwardly to Chulmoo, he laughs loudly.

I see Jin's face go a bright red, Yoongi's ears are lightly tinted a light shade of pink. "Do you and Yoongi have $e*?" Chulmoo asks from the other side of the line. I feel my face burn with embarrassment. "I guess you do."

Jin quickly stuffs the condoms in his pocket and runs swiftly out the door avoiding my gaze. "Look, Chulmoo. i might have to go. I'll talk to you later, tell Jieun my thanks." I say and we say our goodbyes and he hangs up.

"You didn't see anything." Yoongi says quickly as soon as we had hanged up. I give him a 'Iknowyouarelying' face and shake my head.

"I know what I saw and I'm not going to question it. Why did he come to you instead of Jimin?" I ask, even though I said I wasn't going to question it, I want to question it. "Don't tell me. It's men stuff not women stuff." I quickly say.

I use the bathroom quickly and I rush downstairs so I won't be late for our interview. We get into a van and we rush off to the place we are getting interviewed at.