how do i know if i love you?

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The rest of the day pretty hectic, the manager was "freaking out" when he heard that I was in the hospital. He wasn't very happy, more like extremely angry, that he had to postpone the schedule for today.

Around two in the afternoon I was finally able to leave the hospital. The girls have not left me alone since we have come back from hospital.

"Chae! Let's watch a movie!" Mihyeon says jumping up and down with the remote controller in her hand.

"Yeah!" The girls say and they turn on netflix.

"Let's watch a chick flick!" Jisu says, I frown and look at her.

"No! Thriller!" I say, Jisu looks at me and shakes her head.

"Romance." Jisu says looking at me boldly. I look at her back.

"Horror." I say and she shakes her head.

"Ro-man-ce" Jisu says once more, I knew I wouldn't be able to win this fight as Mihyeon also want to watch a Romance movie.

"Fine." I say and the girls jump up and down. I let out a small laugh and Jisu tries to find a movie. She picks a English movie, which I can't understand.

Jisu adds Korean subtitles. The movie follow the story of a girl and boy falling in love with each other.

At a kissing scene Eunchae elbows me. I look at her confused then she wiggles her eyebrows at me. I elbow her back.

The movie ends with a confusing ending. I felt like it wasn't finished when it was.

"Another one!" Mihyeon says. I look at them and shake my head.

"You guys go ahead, I'm going to bed." I say getting up and walking away. Eun quickly gets up and follows me out of the room.

"Chae," Eun says. "Are you going to sleep with Yoongi tonight?" I blush and look at her. "That's not what I meant!" She quickly exclaims.

"Yeah, I'll spend the night there, why?" I ask and even though the lights are off her face goes a deep shade of red.

"I um was just wondering." She says flustered. I smile at her and place my hand on her shoulder.

"You go and have fun with Jimin." I say walking off towards Yoongi's room.

I open the door to his room. Yoongi sits there on his bed reading a book. I look at him confused, since when did he read? I get in bed next to him.

He puts the book down and turns of the lamp. He wraps his arms around me. "Did you enjoy the movie?" He asks.

"It was weird." I say facing him. He looks at me and smiles. I wrap my arm over his body and I rest my head on his chest.

He places his hand on my back and I close my eyes. I could hear his heart in his chest.

"Chae, I need to tell you something." Yoongi says, I can feel his heart speed up.

"Yeah?" I ask.

"I need to get this off my chest, before it kills me." He starts, I feel my heart jump in my chest. "Chae, I, I love you."

My heart stops for a second, it's like a dose of joy has been inserted into me. "I love you a lot." He says and I hug him tighter, not sure how to react.

I've been running from love my whole life, but for some reason I want to stay in his embrace.

"How, How do I know if I love you?" I ask sitting up. He sits up and places a arm around of me.

"I can't tell you if you love me or not." He says, "That's up to you to decide."

I feel a pain in my heart, as if I have done something to upset it. I don't understand this feeling.

"I, don't know what love is." I mutter, for some reason I feel like crying. He places his arms around me.

"I can't describe it. It's this feeling like when even the thought of you makes my heart race." Yoongi says. "I'll wait for you, just don't make me wait to long."

I hug him tightly, I feel a tear escape from eyes. We lie back down and I rest my head on his chest.

I awake to Yoongi limbs tangled with mine. I look at him, he loves me? He loves me! Out of everyone in this world he loves me.  "What does love feel like?" I mumble placing my hand on his face.

He opens his eyes slowly and I look at him. I rest my head against his chest. He wraps his arm around me.

"Yoongi! Get up!" I hear Namjoon yell from behind the door. I groan and sit up. Yoongi sits up and hops out of bed.

"I'm up!" he yells out. He fixes his bedsheets up and I get out of bed.

I get myself ready and then leave the room. The others are in the kitchen preparing breakfast.

"How is your arm this morning?" Mihyeon says standing beside me. I smile at her still half asleep.

"Yeah I'm feeling better." I say sitting down on one of the stools.

We eat a big breakfast and then prepare ourselves for today. It's about ten am now and I notice Eun in the kitchen by herself.

"Eun." I start, she looks up and I sit next to her. "How do I know if I love someone?"

She looks at me her eyes wide. "Yoongi, He told me that he loves me." I say, folding my hands.

"I could tell he loved you." Eun starts. "I can tell that you love him too, but if you don't know what love is, you don't think that."

"I'm confused, are you saying I love him?" I start, "I don't understand."

I look at her confused. "I want to explain what love is to you." Eun says.

I take a deep breath and Eunchae starts explaining what love feels like. "It is this feeling as if you have been hit in the head by a giant dose of joy. Even the slightest amount of attention the person gives you makes you feel as if they just gave you a very concentrated shot of glee. That's love."

I look down at my hands. "I need time to think. I don't know what to think what to say or what to do!" I say looking at her, she just smiles at me.

A/N
Yeppp he loves her, who would have thought?