how do i know if i love you?

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I look at myself in the mirror, damn I look so good. My hair is no longer straight, curls fly out everywhere. Half of my hair is dyed a chalky white and the other half a pitch black.

I look at myself fully, when was the last time I weighed myself? My arms no longer look sticky and my boobs seems fuller. I drag a chair and stand on it. My butt is more rounded and my thighs thicker. I quickly reach for my phone and take a mirror selfie, my butt perched on the counter top. With out thinking, I immediently send the photo to Yoongi.

I then realise that maybe I shouldn't of sent that photo, I am only wearing my bra and underwear as I was about to have a shower.

There's a ding and I quickly open my phone, it wasn't Yoongi that sent me a message, it was that same unknown number. I click on it, 'Stop boasting about your body, one wrong move or else it will be buried six feet underground.'

I feel my heart jump in my chest, how did they know? I turn on the shower and then place my phone down on the counter. Are they stalking me through my phone? Is there some sort of tracking device? My phone dings again causing me to jump. One wrong move or I will be buried six feet under ground.

I slowly grab my phone, this time it is from Yoongi, he sent through a heart emoji, causing me to smile. Should I tell Yoongi about the messages? "I mean, he already knows that I've been getting the messages from that person", I think that it my be my dad. I mean it couldn't be my mother.

I finish up in the shower and wrap myself in a towel and leave the room, my lights are switched off and it is almost pitch dark, it must be getting late. I'm leaving tomorrow for Korea and I won't see anyone for six days.

I grab my phone and dial Yoongi's number, he picks up and questions why I called him. "Yoongi, come hang out with me." I beg.

"Why should I?" He asks and I groan "I'm kidding, I'm coming."

I thank him and then quickly get myself dressed into an oversized tee, Yoongi lets himself into the room and lies my bed. "You look nice." He says and I smile and go and sit next to him, I feel his gaze on my body. "Chae, are you wearing anything under that shirt?" He asks and I turn to him, he quickly sits up and looks at me.

"Wouldn't you like to know." I say and he looks at me and then I shake my head. He lies back down and I lies down and wrap my arms around him and kinda move myself on top of him.

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"Chae, you're so tempting." He moans and I look up at him before more moving myself so I am fully on top of him. "That doesn't help." He wimpers and I smile at him before leaning down to him, our lips almost touching, I can feel his breath on my lips. I kiss him on the side of his neck and he moans softly. He places his hand under my shirt, under my breast.

I place small butterfly kisses on his neck, sucking slightly. "Stop teasing me." He moans and then flips me over so I am lying underneath him. He crashes his lips onto mine and runs his hand up my side.

He kisses me strongly and passionately, he bites the bottom of my lip causing me to moan and he slips his tounge into my mouth.  I slide my hand under his shirt and he pulls away and allowing me to take his shirt off.  He slides my oversized tee off leaving me exposed on the bed, he smirks to himself. 

He kisses me softly on my neck, nipping at some parts and sucking at others. I moan softly, he's making me unpatient.

"Hurry up." I moan and he precedes to kiss my jawbone slowly making his way to my lips. I pull him closer to me  and kiss him hastily.  We pull away for air, "You're making me inpatient." I breathe out and he smiles to himself.