how do i know if i love you?

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I wake up in the room that I am sharing with Eun. I sit up and look around the room, I have no memory of going to sleep here. 

I get up and go get breakfast, only to find that we didn't have any food in the fridge. "Hey, Mi were did the food go?" I ask Mihyeon as she sits down on the counter.

"Oh, the boys took it all late night to have a movie night or what ever they did." Mihyeon says looking up at me, her long umbrushed black hair wraps around her face beautifully. "Chae, have you ever liked someone?"

My heart stops, she doesn't know does she? "Um.. why do you ask?" I ask grabbing a seat next to her.

"I just wondered if you could help me, I- I-" She says looking at me as I sit beside her.

"You like someone?" I ask and she nods slightly, "It's ok, I understand it's hard to talk about it."

She looks up at me confusion on her face. "What? Well um I have feelings for, I um." She leans in closer to me so she can whisper in my ear. "I like Hoseok."  

I let out a little squeal and hug her. "OMG I can't believe this." I say. "Do you know if he likes you or not?" she shakes her head.

"You said you needed help right? All I can really say is you need to talk to him. Get to know him, he needs to know you. You need to trust each other and you can tell each other secrets." I say hugging her.

"Thank you eonni." she says looking up at the kitchen and then turns to me and smiles. "I want to get Starbucks for breakfast."

"Ok, Let's go get Starbucks." I say standing up, "Let's not tell the Manager, or else we might not be able to get Starbucks."

She nods and we get up and grab our stuff. We carefully make sure we are being as quite as possible.

"Umm Chae, MiMi?" We hear a voice say from the other side of the room. We slowly turn to see Yoongi standing there. I look at Mihyeon and she looks at me, I nod my head.

"Umm Suga, we are going to Starbucks, want to come?" MiMi asks. 

He looks at me and I strug. "Sure..?" He says.

We get our stuff and cover our faces so we can't be recognised. We begin our journey to Starbucks. It wasn't a long walk to get there.

"What do you want?" I ask them.

"Umm, surprise me." Mihyeon says. Yoongi winks at me and I blush.

"Ello, *the order in broken english*" I say looking up at the worker. The lady's face looks so fimilar.

"Name please." She says in Korean.

"Chaerin kim." I say and she stops and looks up at me.

"Chaerin? As in Chao-Xing, Chaerin?" She says and I look at her in shock. "It's me Song Haru, we were best friends in elementary."

"Oh my, Haru! I thought I would never see you again!" I say. Haru walks out side of the counter and puts her apron, her hair is dark brown and her face small. She looks exactly the same as she did in elementary.

She comes and sits down with us. "Guys, this is Song Haru, she was my best friend in elementary." I say as we sit down.

"So, you're like famous now? That must be MiMi and is that Suga from BTS?" Haru says smiling brightly. "Can I like get a photo?"

"Sure, where is your phone?" I ask pulling down my mask. She pats around her body.

"I um I don't seem to have it on me, do you mind if you take it on yours and I send it to myself?" She asks stressed.

"Yeah, that will be fine." I say and I grab my phone out of my pocket and we pose for pictures. "What's your number?" I ask.

"Chaerin Kim?" I hear a voice call out. Our food must be ready.

"Here. Just put your number in and send it to yourself and no matter what you do don't send it to anyone other than yourself." I say passing her the phone and I go to get our stuff. 

It takes me awhile to get all my stuff over to the table. When I get there Haru puts down my phone. "Chae, I got to continue my shift now." she says standing up and hugging me quickly. As she gets up and walks away I notice she has her phone in her back pocket of her pants, odd.

"She seemed a little bit off." Mihyeon says as I sit down. "I don't know if you saw it, but something about her eyes made me think she was up to no good."

"I don't see it, but when she got up she had her phone in her back pocket." I say as I sit down. "Her mother was extremely forgetful, maybe the genes run in the family?"

"Chae, are you sure she's ok?" Mihyeon says. "Suga what do you think?"

"I don't know, she did seem a little bit off however, she didn't look like she was up to no good." He says sipping on his drink.

"She was a fan, though." I say putting my finger on the straw of my drink.

'ding'

I pick up my phone to see a message from an unknown number.

UNKNOWN#
Hey, thanks for letting me take photos and sending them to myself. This is Haru.

"It's Haru." I say as I change her contact name to Song Haru. "She said thank you for the photos."

"Maybe she is not that bad then?" Mihyeon says.

We finish up at Starbucks and head back to the apartment.

"Oh my gosh! Where have you guys been?" Our manager says as we get back to the apartment.

"Starbucks.." Mihyeon says.

"And you didn't tell me!!" he exclaims, "I am responsible for you! You should have not have gone anywhere with out me!"

I go and sit down on the lounge. I let my thoughts run wild. I haven't been close to Yoongi since we landed. Just the thought of him sends my heart wild. "I really like him don't I?" I mumble to myself.

I get a notification on my phone. I check my phone to see a message from an unknown number, how did they get my number anyways?

"Hey, Chaerin. Thought you could run? I will always find you." I mutter the words on the screen. They send through another message not long after I read the message this time it's in Chinese.

"You useless worthless piece of trash when I find you I will tear you to pieces. Till I have control over you." I say reading the words on the screen. Well this is not good.