how do i know if i love you?

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I rap the words to our new song MM and the crowd goes wild. I can barely hear myself over the crowd, if it wasn't for the earphones I would loose my concentration.

"Yea!" I jump up and down as Jisu starts rapping her parts.

I go back to dancing our dance and the crowd goes wild at the moves, mainly the male fans.

I jump and move in sync to the others while Mihyeon sings. We finish the song and run of the stage.

The staff give us water and wipe the sweat of our faces. Mihyeon is singing solo next.

"The backing lyrics aren't working!" A staff member says. I look at her and hold out my hand.

"Don't worry I got it. Just give me a mic." I say, "I know the backing track, I wrote it."

They nod and they give me a mic. "I thought you couldn't sing?" Jisu whispers and I shake my head.

"Don't worry. I got this." I say getting myself ready. I walk over to the edge of the stage, as out of the way that I can get without being seen.

I hear Jisu and Eunchae talking. The staff give a thumbs up and I smile. They start the music and Mihyeon starts singing.

When I sing the backing track, I hear the crowd let out a cheer and Mihyeon dances.

I smile and watch her dance, singing the backing track when it was necessary. No one has ever heard me sing before, I don't do it often.

When she finishes the crowd goes wild she turns to face me and mouths 'thank you' I nod giving her a thumbs up.

"Oh my gosh! Chae wow that was amazing, you should be a singer instead of a rapper." Jisu says placing her hand on my shoulders. Mihyeon runs off stage and hugs me.

"Chae that was epic!" She says and I look at Eunchae and she laughs.

"All I did was sing. It wasn't that epic." I say and Mihyeon pulls away. The staff give her some water and wipes away her sweat.

I love performing. The way the crowd cheers, I never want to give it up. I want to rap till I'm old.

I jump up and down. "CM, Lea your on!" The staff call and we rush out to the stage.

The music starts and Jisu starts rapping. I jump up and down before starting my rap. I smile at the crowd as they shake their light sticks to the beat.

If only I can feel this emotion for the rest of my life, I'll be happy.

As I'm jumping up and down, I get my hand caught on my shirt and it rips down the middle. It's my turn to raps so I can't do anything about it.

As I'm rapping it starts to annoy me so I tear it off, the crowd goes crazy and I smirk. I throw it across the stage.

I place my thumb in my pocket and jump up and down. I do a dance and look up.

We soon finish, I rush to pick up my shirt and I bow before running off the stage.

"Chae, why did you do that?" Eun whispers when I come back. I drink half a bottle of water and then turn to face her.

"I accidently ripped it, I had to play along with it." I say strugging. "It was the last song anyways."

After we are all ready we rush out onto stage holding each others hands.

"Thank you!" I say and they cheer, I can barely hear myself think.

"Thank you guys! It's a pleasure to be here performing for you all!" Jisu says, "We have been working on this album for a while, when did we start working on this album?"

"Ah, I wrote MM two years ago, but somethings happened and I didn't like it." I say looking at the crowd. "MiMi actually found the lyric paper in my lyric book as well as some of the other songs."

"I was going through all CM's stuff and I picked it up and I thought, 'what is this doing here, this is really good.'" Mihyeon says and I shake my head.

"Do you like it now Cinnamon?" Theres a burst of laughter and I slowly move my mic to my face.

"Well, It was three against one. It didn't really matter if I liked it or not." I say, "I'm warming up to it, it sounds really good with these amazing people singing it!"

Eun hugs me and I place my arm on her hand that's wrapped around my body. We finish up our speaches and go to walk off the stage I lag behind.

"Also you should make you favourite actor Wue Chao-Xiang!" I quickly say as I am dragged of the stage by the others.

"Did you really give your brother a shout-out?" Jisu asks. I smile brightly at her and I nod my head.

Mihyeon laughs slightly and I dance a little. "Let's get out of here." She says laughing softly.

The staff escort us out and I put on a large coat and we hurry to our apartment.

When get there the lights are all out, the members of BTS most likey asleep We grab a bunch of snacks and drinks and hurry to the loungeroom.

"Woo! That was so fun!" Jisu says as she opens a bottle of soju. We place out our shot glasses for Jisu to fill them up with.

"Yeah!" Mihyeon says opening a packet of chips. I quickly put my hand in the chips and grab out a handful. Mihyeon slaps my hand and I giggle.

I grab my shot glass and take a shot, the soju burns my throat, it feels good. I rest my head on the edge of couch and snack on another packet of chips.

"Chae! Why didn't you ever sing for us before? You're amazing!" Eunchae says looking up at me.

"I used to want to be a singer. My mum encouraged me with it, when she left I sort of stopped singing." I say taking another shot of soju.

"Next album, Chae's going to sing!" Jisu says drunkingly holding a bottle of the soju.

I look at her and shake my head, "No."

"Why Fireflies would love it!" Mihyeon says in between handfuls of salt and vinegar chips.

"Maybe." I say closing my eyes. "I'm so tired." I mumble, I wipe my eyes and sit up. "I'm going to have a shower and go to bed."

I get up and the others say good night to me. I grab my phone and jacket and walk into my room. I throw my jacket on my bed.

I hear a ding and I reach for my phone which I had put in the pocket of my jacket.

I open it up to see a message from the same unknown number that sent me threatening messages. 

"How would you rather go? Bombing or shooting? I can't wait for you worthless life to go." I read it out loud. I almost drop my phone. They are threatening my life now? Are they actually going to do it?

I shake my head and place my phone down. After my shower I sit down on my bed and open up my phone. I should talk to Chao-Xiang.

I call Chulmoo and he picks up. "Hey," I say as he picks up. "I gave you a shout out on stage today."

He laughs from the other line, "I know, It's all over the fan pages. They know we are twins now!" He laughs trying to face time me. When I see his face I laugh, his hair is a mess.

He shows me the articles about us being twins. "Your name gave it away." I laugh. He snorts slightly and then nods.

We talk for what seems to be hours, The others have most likely fallen alseep in the lounge room because Eun hasn't come into the room yet.

"I miss you." I say and he agrees. "I might go to bed now, I love you."

"Yeah, you should! Love you too!" he waves goodbye. I say my goodbyes and he smiles before hanging up.

I hop out of my bed and check to see if the others are asleep and sure thing they are. I grab some blankets and cover them up.

I sneak into the hallway and open the door to Yoongi's room. I squeeze myself next Yoongi and he groans before wrapping his arms around me.

A/N
A concert woo!