how do i know if i love you?

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Jungkook sits infront of me and Yoongi on the bed. It's so early that the sun is barely shining into the room, It's probably 5am. "I've had this theory for a while, that Yoongi-hyung was dating one of the Midnight girls." Jungkook says looking at me, "and it was you CM. I should have seen it coming but damn, why haven't you told anyone of us?"

"Eunchae, V, Jimin, Mihyeon, Jin and Namjoon already know." I say quietly, he looks down at me.

"Wait what? Why didn't you tell me?" Jungkook asks angrily. I didn't expect him to get upset, I worry that if I don't tell the others soon that they will get upset. Maybe we should tell everyone. 

"We didn't really tell them, they found out by themselves." Yoongi says and I nod, "I did tell Namjoon and Chaerin told Mihyeon."

"Why did you keep it a secret though?" Jungkook ask and I look down.

"Well, we don't what to loose fans over our relationship, we also don't what to get kicked out of the company because we are dating." I say and He nods.

"Makes sense." Jungkooks says, "It's a good thing that big hit has an agreement with dispatch, that way they won't reveal anything like that to the public."

"Wait, I didn't realise that meant they won't reveal information like that to the internet." I exclaim and they nod. "Ahh, Yo Yoongi, do you want to go out to the beach or something?" I ask and he nods.

"That will be nice." He says.

"Hey guys back to converstion!" Jungkook exclaims, "Yeah CM, that's why they didn't release anything about you incident with that dude you almost killed."

"Ahh, you can just call me Chaerin by the way, almost everyone does." I say and he nods. I lie back and look up at the ceiling. "I want to sleep." I mumble.

"You literally only woke up half and hour ago." Yoongi says and I smile.

"Yeah and I want to go back to sleep, hey lie down too." I say and Yoongi lies back. "You can continue talking by the way Jungkook, I'll listen."

"No she won't, she'll be asleep soon." Yoongi says and I shut my eyes. Jungkook excuses himself. I mean it is very early in the morning, I doubt the other will be awake. 

I am awoken by landing hard on the ground. I sit up and rub my head, the sun shines brightly in my room. Hey I guess I fell asleep.

I stand up and walk into the bathroom. I look in the mirror, my hair beginning to unstraighten. I grab my phone and slowly sneak out of the room and make my way back to my room. I walk into my bathroom and plug in the hair straightener.

I hear a ding and I go to check my phone. I expected it to be from that unknown number, it's not. It's from my manager. "Don't straighten your hair from now on." I mumble and then unplug the hair straightener.

"I haven't straightened my hair for a while though." I mutter and then pack it away.

I look up at my half fuzzy half straight hair. I pick up a hair brush and attempt to make it less obvious.

A makeup artist walks into my room, catching me off guard as I jump and I drop my hair brush snapping the top half off it. "Damn, I just got a new one."

I sit down on my bed and the makeup artist does my makeup, and a hair stylist styles my hair. They pick out an outfit for me to wear, it's a light pink suit with a white tube crop.

I happily put it on and I smile to myself, finally me again. I thank them and walk out of the bedroom and make my way to the lounge room.

"No short skirt?" I hear a voice say sadly, I turn to see Yoongi, he looks at me up and down. He wears a black tux. I shake my head. "Damn, you should wear a short skirt just for me one time though."

I blush and then look up at him, "How about no skirt?" I ask and he coughs, I smile to myself.

"I'd like that too." He says and we make our way to the lounge room. I see Jungkook look up at us and then looks away.

"Chae! You are wearing a suit outfit today?" Jisu says and I nod showing off my outfit.

"I love it." I say and our mamager's come in and quickly rush us out as we are running late for an interview. It's a mixed interview with BTS.

"Chae eonni, you can't look at Yoongi once." Eunchae whispers as she hops in next to me in the back of the car. "Just like I won't look at Jimin once, the fans will know somethings up."

I nod and then lean over the seat to see Jisu and Mihyeon. "Girls, if you have a crush on one of the other guys, do not make it obvious." I whisper and they seem to understand as they nod. I sit back and look at Eun. "Don't worry, we got this."

We make our way to the stage and we are let on. There isn't much of a crowd but they cheer loudly for us. I wave to them and then we sit down on seats. We sit in our own separate groups but together.

I flick my hair back stightly and then the interviewer looks at me. "CM correct?" I nod and then she starts to say something I don't quite understand.

"She asked if your hair is naturally curly." Jisu asks and I look up at her.

"Yes, my hair is no straight, it is very um.." I use hand gestures to represent the curlyness. I see Yoongi laugh out of the corner of my eyes. "It like my brother hair."

"Now, your brother, is he your twin?" The interview asks and I nod. "Why then does he act and live in China?."

"They're identical twins but where separated when they were young." Namjoon quickly explains and I nod.

"If I am not mistaken, you are related?" She asks and he nods, I nod as well, even if I didn't understand the question.

"This is a bit of a personal question, would you guys date each other?" She says and I don't understand a single word that she just said, Eunchae turns to me and gives me a little bit of an explanation. I nod understandingly and then quickly turn to the interviewer.

"Ah n-" I start and then am completely cut off by Jisu. I look down at her and then shake my head. Namjoon looks up at me, trying to stop himself from laughing. "Don't laugh. It's not funny." I mouth before sticking my tongue out at him. Yoongi starts laughing but tries to hold it in and it causes a chain reaction and soon everyone is laughing.

I look down at Yoongi and then shake my head, I wouldn't be surprised if we get a few controversies because of this.

The interview is quite small and doesn't last for much longer. We give a small performance and then are quickly rushed out. "Well, that didn't go according to plan." Eunchae says as we hop into the van. "I don't think it was that obvious so don't worry, but theorists might get a theory."

"Nah that wont ever happen, we were very careful." I say and she shakes her head.

"What the ship be trending." Eunchae says and I shake my head, I doubt it.

A/N
Jk knows.