how do i know if i love you?

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I open my eyes to see Yoongi sleeping soundlessly beside me. I sit up and he stirs. I stretch and hobble out of bed I go and have a shower and brush my teeth.

I look in the mirror as I brush my teeth, on the side of my neck is a mark. I drop my tooth brush and run my finger over it. No no no, how am I supposed to cover this up?

I lift my, well Yoongi's shirt off to see my bare chest, there are more. You have to be kidding me. How am I supposed to wear my usual outfits when there are bloody hickeys on my collar bone and neck.

I walk out of the bathroom and wake Yoongi up. He looks up at me confused. "Chae don't stand there topless, It's really distracting."

I cross my arms and look down at him. He looks up at me confused. "How could you? Everyone will know if they see these." I say pointing to the hickey on my neck. "I can't cover these."

"What do you want me to do about it?" He asks and I groan. I pick up my clothes and slip them on. "Wait Chae! I'm sorry don't leave!" He says quickly and I turn to face him.

"These won't go in a day. We have a concert tomorrow, you saw the outfit I was wearing, I'll have to wear something like that again." I say angrily. I sigh and walk back and sit down next to him.

"I'm sure makeup will be able to cover it." He says and I sigh.

"No foundation will ever fit my skin tone, I'm to white, it stands out too much." I say putting the shirt back on. I lie back and look up at the roof. "Why did you have to do it there? I have a whole body and it is on my neck and collarbone, where everyone can see it." I say and he lies back and looks at me.

"So everyone knows that you are mine." He says and I sigh I close my eyes and rest in his embrace.

"I don't want the company to sack me." I mumble.

"If that happens I'll leave with you." He says and I open my eyes and look at him.

"Yeah no kidding you are apart of this relationship, you might get in trouble too." I say and there is a knock on the door. I groan and Yoongi sits up.

"Who is it?" He calls back the person identifies themself, It's my brother. Yoongi lets him in and he walks in and sees me, he smiles at me and goes and sit down next to me.

"Chao-Xing can you make me breakfast?" He asks and I sigh and then shake my head. He complains and the shakes me begging me to make him food.

"No, It yourself, men are supposed to be good cooks! Provide for yourself!" I say and he picks up a pillow and then hits me softly with it. I gasp and stand up.

"Fine! I'll cook breakfast." I say grabbing my stuff and give Yoongi an 'I'm sorry' face. "I'm making him breakfast, he's fussy." I say and he laughs slightly.

"Can I wait in your room?" He asks and I nod letting him. We walk to my room and I place my stuff on my bed. "I see that Hickey." He says and I pick up my pillow and chuck it at him. He laughs and makes kissing noises.

I walk into my bathroom, I look at myself in the mirror, the permanent straightening has started to wear off at the ends and the top of my head. I groan and take out my straightener and plug it in.

Once it is hot I start from the middle of my hair and go down the the bottom, I carefully get the tops of my hair and just as I was about to do the other side my brother slams into the bathroom catching me off guard. I jump and I feel a sharp pain on my neck.

I drop hair straightener it tumbles but my instincts kick in. I catch it on the hot end, great time for my instincts to kick in. I stare at my hand and then drop it, my hand is in so much pain it is almost numb.