I awake to the sun coming in through the window. I sit up and look out the window. Today is a brand new day, forget the past. I'm going to live in this moment now.
"Chae what are you doing?" Yoongi asks hopping up and standing next to me. I look up at him.
"Why, today is a new day! I'm forgeting the past and-" my stomach growls cutting off my speach, "I want to eat."
He laughs and we walk out of the room. I sit down at the table and Eunchae and Mihyeon look at me like they want to hear something.
"Well, yesterday was crazy." I say grabbing some rice and eating it. "I didn't think that there would be any crazy fans here, we aren't that popular are we?"
"I don't know, I'm just glad he didn't die." Eun says picking at some of the food on the table.
"I'm just worried that the press will find out. It would ruin my image." I say and they nod. The manager walks into the room and comes and stands in front of us.
"CM, I need to have a serious talk with you." He says and I stand up and push my seat in. I look back at the others and make a face before following him out of the room.
I sit down on a seat and he sits across from me. "What is wrong sir?" I ask and he brings up his phone. He shows me an article, a new rumour has arisen, apparently I have a boyfriend. I mean I do but like they don't know that.
"There I a rumour going around that you have a boyfriend." He says, thoughts run through my head.
"How did that arise? I mean I obviously don't have a boyfriend." I say seriously, the acting lessons I took in school are finally coming in helpful.
"We you posted this image on your personal instagram, you didn't run the photo through me first either but that is off topic." He says, he shows me the photo and then zooms in on the kumamon doll. "This hand holding this, they are saying this hand isn't yours."
"That's crazy." I say, he then shows me the caption.
"Your 'loves' the fans have interpreted that you maybe talking about a romantic love interest." The manager say looking at me seriously. "Now tell me honestly, do you have a boyfriend?" He asks and I shake my head.
"No, sir. I wouldn't ever think of dating." I say looking at him. "I wouldn't sacrific my career like that."
"I though you wouldn't. However, I need to ask Suga about it, you were sitting on the flight." The manager says. "Let me go and get him real quickly."
He gets up and I sit there looking off into the distance. I guess they got the hint.
The manager comes back and Yoongi follows behind him, he looks down at me and realisation fills his face. Yoongi sits down on a seat next to mine. I look up at him and then the manager.
"You are probably wondering why you are here, but I need to ask a very important question." The manager says looking at him very seriously. "A rumour has arisen that CM has a boyfriend. I looked at their reasons, you sat next to CM on the flight."
"What are you meaning to say?" Yoongi asks and I look at him, I think he realises but I'm sure he won't say anything.
"What I am meaning to say is, are you and CM dating? Be honest with me." He asks.
"No sir, I wouldn't date, I know what happens when you do and your are an idol." Yoongi says and I feel relief run through me.
"Ok, I will set up cameras in the hallways to confirm this, I will remove them in two days if you aren't" The manager says and we nod.
Once I get back to the room were everyone is, I quickly explain to Eunchae about the camera and manager's plan she nods, I tell her to spread the message and she agrees.
We continue about our day, I haven't been able to have a conversation with Yoongi since this morning. We attend an interview and do a Vlive before we go to bed.
I'm in a grave yard and there graves all around me. There is a flash of lightning and a person appears infront of me. He moves closer to me, it is that guy I almost killed.
He places his hand on my face and looks at me in the eyes. "You killed me. I'll get you back for what you have done." He says pushing me onto the ground, I don't hit the ground. I contiune falling eventually I hit the ground.
I'm in a large house, I recognise it as the house I grew up in. There is a women standing there. Suddenly a man is standing behind, it is my dad. He holds a knife and stabs it into her chest she falls down to the ground.
I run up to her to see if she is alright but when I get there I see myself instead of the lady. She grabs my hand and looks at me in my face. "There is no running."
I sit up quickly sweat running down my face. My clothes are all wet, I turn on the lights. I hop out of bed and strip my cloths off. They are all wet from my sweet.
I take a shower and change my clothes. I sit down on my bed and look out of the window. I check the time to see that it is not even midnight yet.
I pick up my phone and sigh. I have to stay here. I walk out of my room and down the hallway, I make my way down the elevator and to the gym. I just need a distraction.
I do the hardest work out that I can think off. I brought a few bottle of beer with me and I drink them as I work out.
I try and think of something other than what has been happening recently. I feel tears stream down my face.
I finish my workout and sit in the corner of the room. I must have dozed off as I am awoken by the door opening, I jump slightly.
I see a person standing there, his body figure is small. "Yoongi is that you?" I ask and the male jumps he turns to face me.
"Chae what are you doing here? You should be sleeping." He asks sitting down next to me. I shake my head and take a sip of the beer. He takes it out of my hands before I can take another sip. "You had a bad dream didn't you?" I nod and try and grab the beer off him.
"Why are you up?" I ask and he looks at me.
"I thought I would be fine but I guess I can't go to sleep without you there it just feels weird." I nod closeing my eyes and resting my head againdt the wall.
"There are still cameras here." I mutter. I hear him mumble something and he shifts slightly.
"They aren't working, the police took the thingy that makes it work." He says and I nod and I shift myself so that I'm resting on him.
I feel him pick me up and carry me to the elevator. I don't know what happens next as the next thing I know I'm on lying on something soft, most likely my bed.
My dreams were filled of the guy that I almost killed. It was painful, but I can't seem to let it go.
A/N
Camera's? Don't you think that's a bit much?

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FanfictionLove isn't that simple. Her life's distroyed. Can he fix it? Honestly, she just needs therapy Yoongi of BTS FF Edit~ This book was written when I was younger and may contain wrong information about certain topics, i suggest reading with precaution...