how do i know if i love you?

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I awake bright and early. I have a shower and sneak out of the room, not like anyone would see me anyways, there is no one in my room.

I sneak down the hallway and down the elevator. Jisu would freak if she knew what I was doing now. I put on a pair of black sunglasses and a black bucket hat. I wear an oversized black jumper and my favourite pair of trousers.

I walk out of the hotel and call and uber, I used a translation app to translate what I wanted to say to the uber driver.

He drives me to the hospital, this is something I need to do. I thank him and pay for the trip. He drives off and I'm left standing in front of the hospital. I have messaged the police what I wish to do and they sent me the address and the room.

I walk in and make my way to the room, when I open the door he looks at me, for a minute he doesn't recognise me but I take off my sunglasses.

He curses at me but ignore it. I go and stand next to his bed. His hands are attached to the bed with handcuffs.

"What are you doing here?" He asks angrily. "You shouldn't be here."

I just look down at him. He groans and swears under his breath. "Don't look down on me! Tell me why you are here."

"Why," I start and he looks up at me shocked not expecting me to do anything. "Why did you do it?" I ask and he looks up at me.

"Why else would I do it you stupid bitch." I am taken back at his words but I look down at him, not showing any remorse.

"Look, I'm trying really hard to not hate you right now." I say and looks up me shocked. I notice on the whiteboard on the wall that his name is 'Hiro'. "Hiro, I need you to tell me why you would stalk some one and try and take them home."

He looks up at me and smiles, "You don't understand what it is like to have an obsession on some one do you?" He laughs and I just look down at him, anger rising in my body

"And why does that ever give you the right to try and touch someone inappropriatly?" I yell and he looks up at me shocked. "Why would having an obsession over a person give you the right to ever try and kidnap them?"

"Why did you come here you stupid bitch! Did you come here to yell at me to make yourself feel better?!" He yells back, I stop talking and look at he, he smiles to himself thinking that he is right.

"You don't know me." I say and he looks at me shocked. "I came to forgive you." I say.

"Why after what I did to you?" He says quietly. I look down at him.

"I refuse to ever hold a grudge against some one who I only just met. I want to give you the benefit of the doubt." I say and he looks up at me, I look down at him. "You are going to go to prison and I want to forget you. I want to forget what you did to me."

"Don't forget you almost killed me. Don't act so special." He says angrily and crosses his arms.

"Yes I did do that, I'm sorry." I say and he looks at me angrily he tries to jump out at me but the handcuffs restrict him from doing so.

"How dare you!" He yells, "How dare you come here to give your sappy speach about forgiveness! You are despicable!" He yells and I turn and walk out of the room he curses at me as I leave.

I stop at the door, "I guess I am despicable." I say before walking out of the room, I hear him yelling behind me. One of my problems is over, I never have to think about it again.

I leave the hospital, I decide to walk back to the hotel instead of catching an uber. I just want to think right now. I walk for around 15 minutes and then decide that I was going to rest for a while. I go the closest cafe and sit down.

I order a coffee and sit down in the corner of the store, I pick up my phone to see that I have missed calls from the others and the manager. I call Jisu and she picks up straight away.

"Where are you?!?" She quickly asks and I almost spill my drink.

"I'm drinking coffee." I say and she groans.

"No no, where are you? We have been looking for you, where did you go?" Jisu says, I'm not going to tell her where I went.

"Oh. I went out for a while, I was just walking back and I stopped for a coffee." I say taking a sip out of my coffee. "I'll see you when I get back." I say and hang up.

I take a photo of my coffee and upload it to my personal instagram with the caption, 'my dreams are full like this coffee' I smile to myself, even though it isn't full but oh well.

I finish up and buy a pastry before leaving the store. I begin my walk back to the hotel, I happily walk back eating my small little snack.

When I'm almost there a car pulls up next to me. I look up to see a very angry manager driving the car. I look at him and groan. "Well, I'm in trouble." I mumble and the manager makes me get into the car, he lectures me for the whole trip back to the hotel, ruining my mood.

Once I get back to the hotel I quickly walk up stairs, I ignore everyone and open the fridge and I grab out some fruit before walking back to my room. The others watch me shocked.

I sit down at my desk in my room and open my notebook and begin writing down lyrics. I sing the notes to myself when I hear a knock on the door. I ignore but the person calls knock again.

"Chao-Xing! Let me in, come play games with me! Namjoon is busy!" I sigh and go and open the door. I see my brother standing there happily.

"What are we going to play?" I ask and he grabs my arm and drags me to his room, he turns on the tv and connects the game thing to it. He show me the game. "Da dah!" He says before sitting down on a seat, I sit down next to him and we begin playing the game.

"Why won't it shoot?" I ask shaking the controller, Chao-Xiang has already beaten me twice and I want a win. He laughs at me and I groan.

He shows me how to shoot and I start playing even more seriously. This time I win. I jump up and do a victory dance and Chao-Xiang laughs.

We play for hours until the manager comes in requesting for me. I thought he was going to lecture me but he doesn't.

"I know where you went, I won't say anything to the others." The manager says as we walk down the hallway, "I've decided to let the boyfriend thing go, I'll put out a statement saying that you don't have a boyfriend."

"Thank you sir, it is good to clear up those types of things." He nods and we walk out to the lounge room.

"There wasn't any cameras, sorry for not trusting you." He says and I nod. He picks up an outfit from the couch. "The last girly outfit your wore made a great impression so we hope that you would wear this, I'll let it all go if you do."

He holds up a lace crop top and a short light pink skirt. He looks down at me suggestively. "It is similar to what the others are wearing. I expect you to wear this at the concert tonight."

When I put on the outfit I immediately want to take it off. If the lace top gets wet there will be nothing to hide and the skirt is so short there wouldn't be anything left for the imagination. Manager-nim said that he would let the incident slide if I did.

I walk out into the lounge room. "Ooo Chae sexy!" Eun says as she looks up at me, I groan and sit down next to her. Yoongi comes out wearing a suit the under shirt lacey like my top.

He looks down at me like he notices the similar outfits. I look away to see Mihyeon walking through the door in her light pink dress. She looks at me and her face lights up. "Oh my Chae! You look so good!"

I feel my face go bright red with embarrassment. "Are you worried about your butt again?"

"Yes very." I mumble.

A/N
Hmm his name's Hiro. Why is the manager creepy eww.