how do i know if i love you?

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It's been a week since we have gotten back to Korea. Since we have gotten back the incident has been leaked to the public, everyone knows.

They all know about my father's treatment towards me. That it was my aunt who did this to me. I've been dubbed the idol with the most tragic backstory. My name is trending across almost every platform.

Surprisingly, they don't know about me and Yoongi. They have tried to stop all the information about who I was with to getting to the public, however, my Aunt was a famous singer and it was announced that she had passed.

There are petitions for my father to be sentenced to death. There are articles about my family all over Naver.

I sigh and put my phone done. I look up at the wall, my kumamon dolls are spread all on the floor, a remembrance of the mental break down I had the other day.

I stand up and look down at my bed. The sheets are every where. I fix my bed up and clean up my dolls. There is a knock on the door and I open the door. Jisu comes in, she ushers me to sit down on the bed. She puts a suit and pencil skirt down on the bed besides me.

She grabs a hair brush and begins brushing my short hair that stands a few centimetres above my shoulders. She works in silence as she straightens my hair.

I get dressed in the suit, it's a classic black suit with a white undershirt. It matches beautifully with the black pencil skirt.

Once I'm ready, Jisu takes a good look at me before engulfing me in her arms. "We are here for you. You look so pretty." She says pulling away and holding onto my arms.

We walk out of the room, I hold onto her arm tightly. The others are waiting in the lounge room. They all take turns hugging me and saying encouraging things to me.

We had gotten a new manager after the incident. The new manger is a female whose name is Hyerin, we don't know her very well but she seems very nice.

Hyerin comes and escorts me into the van, we try and avoid the press the whole trip. When we get out of the car, there are constant flashing and I try and cover my face with out seeming to disrespectful.

We meet with Chao-Xiang when we enter, he walks over to me and hugs me. "I missed you." He says.

When he pulls away, I hold his hand and we walk together towards a seat. I see Yoongi walk into the room, he looks up at me and smiles. He wears a black suit that suits him perfectly.

Yoongi takes a seat a few metres away from us, he doesn't want to cause any rumors, but he has to attend because he is a witness.

The court is filled with many of my father's men as well as general members of the public. I spot a few of my idol friends spread out across the room. Yoongi sits besides Namjoon, who had just arrived.

None of the girls could attend as they have a busy schedule filming for ads. The officials walk in and my father is dragged in.

They start with what he was accused of and then they give an account of what had happened. They then go into detail about other crimes he had commited, other people he killed.

I have some one else give my account of what had happened, I can't bring myself to utter words.

Yoongi doesn't give his account, like me he gets some one else to give the account.

When they sentence my father to his punishment, I don't want to listen. I worry that he would be put to death.

I look up at Chao-Xiang, he looks down at me worried and he wraps his arms around me. "It's going to be alright." My brother says as we watch them.