Let Me (TAEGI)

Kiss me.

                   ~Taehyung's P.O.V~

   I don't know if I'm really bothered or just annoyed about Woo-Kwan but I do know that It made me feel uncomfortable, and I'm not mad I just felt a little jealous, because he knew where he stood with Yoongi and I don't I'm just the man who he got to be his husband and what does that mean? What am I to Yoongi, and what do I want to be? All I know is that thinking about Yoongi ever being with someone else makes me sick and that isn't right, who am I to think that way?

   Yoongi isn't mine, not really his touches, his kisses, everything about him is only temporary to me, what will happen when I have to say bye to him? who am I going to hold at night? and watch scary movies with? There is so much I still wonder, do I like Yoongi or do I feel this way because he lives with me ? why does it feel like I can't function without him? and why do I lean onto his touch? why do I like it when he calls me baby or Tae? why do I like it when he gets a little jealous and why do I like him so much? His touch, his kisses, his words, and him as a whole.

  He sits on top of the kitchen counter as I finish drying the dishes "are you mad?" he asks me "why would I be mad at you?" I ask him "then why are you acting so weird?" what am I supposed to answer? "I just have some questions," I say "then ask me" I put the last dish down, and walk towards him "did you love him?" he takes a deep breath and I cross my arms because I'm nervous  "at that time I thought I did, but now I think I just wanted to be in a relationship because I felt lonely and lost" I nod but he continues to stare at me and arches a brow.

   I arch my brow too "do you find him attractive?" he wants to chuckle I can tell "what? do you?" he stays still for a second before saying "I think he is handsome but he isn't my type" is he serious? "well clearly he is you were about to date him" again he is holding in a laugh "baby,  what I'm trying to say is that I like you more, he has nothing on you" is he trying to kiss up to me? "and I'm not just saying that" he reaches out for my hands "come here" he says but I don't move until he puts some force into his grip and brings me closer "you don't believe me?".

    I shrug my shoulders but he pulls me in closer "I'm the one who should be upset with you" me? I did nothing wrong "Why me?" I ask he pulls me in closer standing in front of him now with him on the counter he is just a bit taller than me as he pulls me closer "you hesitated before saying I'm a good kisser" I was honestly just shocked "because I've never kissed you, it's always pecking that's barely considered kissing" he pulls me even closer now "then let me kiss you" he says, I think if he wasn't holding me I would already be on the floor.

  I smile at him "is that a yes?" he asks, now bitting on his bottom lip, everything about him is so damn sexy, I nod because every part of me wants him. I struggle to keep my composure as I see him leaning down towards me, I lean closer when his hands wrap around my waist and I do the same. I can smell him the cologne I'm addicted to, the lavender and that extra smell that's just him, he leans closer and places his lips on mine, I don't close my eyes because I want to savor this moment, I want to see this beautiful man in front of me, but he pulls away.

  He stares at me "what?" he smiles at me and brings his hands to my face his thumb brushing against my bottom lip "shh I'm having a moment, I want to savor it" my heart is beating so fast he might be able to feel it through his hands, his right-hand travels to my neck and he keeps his left hand on my cheek, he leans down again and kisses me, again just a peck. I want to tell him to hurry up and stop teasing me but I like having him this close. He pulls away but leans my head closer to him "I might not be able to stop after this" he says "no one is asking you to" I say.