How Much I Love Her

Chapter Forty- Eight

Is it possible to forget feelings for someone completely?

Is it possible for the heart to remove a room for someone important?

Do people really move on and lose love for someone they loved with all their hearts?

Is it even possible to care for someone who had hurt you in a way you didn't think possible?

Are these even real?

Are these kept feelings or mischievous thoughts that confuse your heart?

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Phil's POV

It's early in the morning and I cannot deny the beauty of the morning view. As soon as I get to appreciate it, memories from last night came across my mind. It was sudden.

I can still feel the fast heartbeats I had by hearing Cath's terrified voice. How can those paparazzi do that to her? I get the point that they wanted the news, but to gather up around her car? That's totally rubbish and wicked!

I know na hindi maganda ang pag hihiwalay namin noon, pero di parin mawala ang pag-aaalala sa akin. That time, wala na akong maisip kundi ang puntahan at tulungan sya. Being in this business, I know how harsh media people can get.

I swear I was about to get her. Halos makalimutan ko na nga na hindi parin matapos tapos ang walang humpay na pag-uugnay sa aming dalawa. Buti na lamang ay napigilan at sina Ron at Gelo nalang sumundo sa kanya. Kung hindi malamang mas lalo lang umingay ang pag uugnay sa mga pangalan namin.

I am in deep thoughts of everything that happened ng biglang nag beep ang cellphone ko letting me know na nakataggap ako ng text.

From: Chad

Hey boss! See you in a minute. Guess we have a meeting! :)

Pagkabasa ng text ay binulsa ko na muli ang phone atsaka na sumakay sa sasakyan at umalis.

Pagdating sa office ay bulong-bulungan agad ng mga tao ang sumalubong sa akin? There is nothing new with that my mind says. Pero ewan ko ba. Tila ba parang maybkung anong bago na parang ba sinusukat ako sa bawat tingin na ibinabato sa akin.

"What's up?" Agad kong tanong pagkakita ko sa nakangiti at nakataas ang isang kamay na si Chad na nag hihintay ng high-five. Mabilis kong inabot ang kanyang kamay at sinenyasan syang pumasok sa opisana.

"I asked what's going on?" pag uulit ko pagkasara na pagkasara ng pinto.

"The one that you know is that you are still all over the news, but what the catch is that Miss Calmona is around that I guess made everything bigger for the eyes of everyone." sagot naman ni Chad ng nakapamewang pa. Can't help but hiss on the news.

God! People!! They're impossible? What's new with that!? She has been always here lately.

"Her business here is finished. No reason for her to show up." Sabi pa bigla ni Chad na parang ba nababasa ang iniisip ko.

"And not thought of the idea that she has grown friendship with some of the editors and staff. Especially with Miss Dianne." sagot ko naman at nag kibit balikat lang si Chad.

Moments passed at pinatawag na kami ni Miss Dianne for the meeting. It's that day of the month again where we'll be receiving the new tasks for the next issue.

"Good morning everyone! Guess we are all in." bati ni Miss Dianne pagkpasok namin ni Chad sa conferrence room. For a minute I thought late kami.. Tiningnan ko abng relos ko at nakitang we're still three minutes early before the meeting time.