How Much I Love Her

Chapter Thirty- Six

This one is for you, @zazazaaz :)

Sometimes, just when you thought you're just contented and happy with everything, a situation will pop up with something can't accept.

And,

Sometimes, just when you thought your words are heard, you'll find out what you say don't mean anything to the one you love.

Phil's POV,

Phil please answer the phone.

Love, let's talk please.

Hear me out fist, Love. We can solve this. Let's talk.

Bro, san ka? Pati ba naman ako tataguan mo?

Dude, nakaka ilan na akong tawag. Sagot din uy! Dana ang bakla naman kasing walang tigil akong tawag ng tawag sayo oh!

Love.. Please..

Let's talk. You scream and get mad at me at me Love. It is just fine, just talk to me. I understand why you're like this.

My phone hasn't stopped beeping and ringing for the last twenty hours or so. I just don't want to talk to anybody right now. I don't even have the energy to see a single face right now.

I can't understand them! I definitely not, especially Leanne. Where did she get the idea that this whole thing will just be cool? Does she even know what she's asking?

For the last few years I didn't do anything but to support her with everything she likes. I don't want to stop her from everything that she thinks will help her build her identity, her dreams and her own life.

But this one is immeasurable. I can't let her go back to that dirty place. Let alone take that project. Doesn't she even realize that this might bring the whole thing back to her that might break her to pieces all over again?

"Yes! You're right. That's how inconsiderate she is. Di man lang ba nya naisip kung anong mararamdaman mo sa desisyon nya?" Gelo screamed on the top of his lungs after he swung open the door like as if he's trying to break my studio into million pieces.

"Darn right. How could she think it's just fine? The hell no. What does she think of you? She can't even wait for your opinion on this one first before finalizing her actions. "Ron says angrily as he bang the chair on the wall.

I was taken a back for a moment before everything came real in my mind.

Dumeretso silang dalawa sa mini ref at kumuha ng beer. Duon lang ako nabalik sa wisyo at nakita ang...

Ang ayos ng studio ko. Nag kalat na mga bote at cans ng mga alak ang makikita habang ako ay nakaupo sa lapag at naka sandal sa sofa ko.

"What? We're voicing out the anger that's in that beautiful mind of yours that you're keeping." Ron said at pasalampak na umupo sa sahig.

"And you're supposed to get wasted with us, not alone in your studio." Sunod naman ni Gelo na umupo din sa tapat ko.

"How did you get in? How did you know I'm here?" tanong ko atsaka uminom sa hawak hawak kong bote ng beer.

"Well we searched the whole Manila just to find you. We're supposed to call the police to report you missing you know" Gelo's voice was induced with tons of sarcasm in it.