200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 1: Page 6

Andy's pov

After eating all of that, I let Rye believe he was helping me because he was trying to help me but, I don't need help, I'm fine and I don't believe him that I'm skinny because if I was skinny then I would see myself as skinny but I don't.

I walked upstairs into the bathroom, closed the door, and turned the light on, I was just gonna throw up and Rye will be able to think he helped. I leaned down onto my knees and then shoved my fingers down my throat until I Gagged and then threw up only a little bit of my food, it still wasn't enough so I did it again this time throwing up a little bit more. And again and again, it felt amazing to get it out until.

I heard the door open and then I heard Rye's voice yelling at me but it just sounded muffled, I didn't listen to him and tried to get more up, but I felt his hands wrap around my arm trying to pull my hands away but he pushed my fingers further down making me gag again before throwing up a fourth time. "Lesley I need help in the bathroom!" I heard Ryan yell but I didn't care, I didn't want to be fat Anymore.

I then felt 2 people pulling me away from the toilet. I kicked and screamed that I needed it out and it was going to make me fat but they didn't listen, they dragged me into my bedroom. My mother and Rye put me on my bed, My mother lay me on her lap but I tried to get up but she held me close and tight. I soon gave up and just lay limp in my mother's arms, angry at both of them for making me eat and not letting me get it out, they just want me to get fat.

I looked at Ryan and it looked like he was crying a little bit, why the hell was he crying, I should be the one crying. I didn't feel anything, I just lay there my mother running her hand through my hair and trying to soothe me. Rye was sitting in a seat from my bed and he just smiled and me. It was nice having her running her fingers through my sweaty hair, soon I felt my eyes getting heavy, I tried to fight it but I heard my mum say "Just let go, Andy, don't fight it" so I let them close, darkness dragging me down into the depths of deep sleep.

Rye's pov

I just heard a gaging sound, I rushed to the bathroom but Andy was throwing up. I tried to pull his arm away but I kinda made him push it even further down making him throw up again. I yelled for Lesley and she came running up the stairs and helped me drag him away from the toilet. He was kicking and screaming at us, saying we just wanted him to be fat and he hated me. I would be lying if I said it didn't hurt but I knew he was sick so I knew he didn't mean it.

Lesley just lay with him, he soon calmed down just looking around but not moving his head. When his eyes landed on me I smiled at him to let him know it was okay. I did cry a little bit because he doesn't deserve this. Soon his eyes started to close and we could see he was trying to fight it, but Lesley told him to just sleep, so soon his eyes closed and his breath softened out.

Me and Lesley both let out a sigh of relief as I helped her lay him down and pull the covers over him. We just sat in his bedroom, looking at him (Not in a creepy way) to make sure he didn't try that again. Soon Lesley said she was going to clean up then go to bed, I said goodnight and then was left with a sleepy Andy. It's hard to imagen that a beautiful human being such as himself could be putting himself threw that. It was very clear that he needed to go to a hospital and Lesley said she would call for them to come and bring their special food team to come and pick him up tomorrow.

It was going to be super hard, mainly for Lesley but it was needed, I mean he could die If he didn't stop soon. And we could visit him every day and he will get better and as soon as he is better, he can come home again. I took my shirt off just making me in pants, I then got under the covers with Andy, he then latched onto me as his life depended on it. It was so cute. I need to stop thinking about him like that.

I just lay with him making sure he was still asleep before slowly letting my eyes close and drift off to sleep with him by my side.

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Not so many words today but its the last page until chapter 2!!!!!!!

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