200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 6: Page 5

(Warning, bullying and talked of vomiting, please keep yourself safe xx)

Andy's pov

I woke up and look at the time, I must have fallen asleep because Rye was asleep next to me and mum and Harvey were gone. I looked at the time and It said 4:14 am. I groaned and stood up knowing I wasn't able to go back to sleep. I walked around the room for a minute and then went on my phone and saw something.

It was on Instagram, Harvey's old friend Sonny started posting things about me on there, like how fat I was and I need to lose weight, I didn't deserve to be loved because nobody would love somebody so fat. It really hurt. I looked at Rye, he was peacefully asleep. I walked into the bathroom and then knelled in front of the toilet and started to gag myself. After a few tries, my stomach content fell into the toilet.

I felt pleased with myself. I quickly flushed the toilet and made my way back out to Rye, He was still asleep. I snuck back into bed next to him and drifted off to sleep again.

I woke up a while later by Rye moving, I opened my eyes to see his Bright brown eyes looking into mine. "Morning sleepy head" He smiled and I looked at him confused. "What's the time?" I asked. "1pm" He smiled and I jumped up. "I'm late for school" I said quickly and started getting changed. "Andy calm down, Lesley came by earlier and called in sick for you" He said and I huffed.

"I'm missing to much school" I groaned and lay down next to him. "Andy its our last year of school, why not have some time off" He smiled as he kissed me. "Because I never have had this much time off" I replied pulling away. "Andy calm down, your aloud to have time off okay, your doing really good with eating and soon, you will be able to go everyday if you want" he smiled, I smiled back, not wanting him to know what I did at early hours of the morning.

"Now, what do you want for lunch/breakfast" he smiled. My heart stopped. "Um, I'm not hungry Rye" I said and he frowned. "This is not up for discussion Andy, your eating something" he said and got out of bed. "Where are you going, you need to rest" I yelled, trying to make him get back in. "I'm going to get some food for my boyfriend" He said and I huffed. "No I will go and get some, you need to sit down" I said and he smiled and sat back down.

I left, to the café. I didn't want anything but I was just going to eat then throw up. I got to the café and grabbed a fruit cup and some yogurt. I payed and left back to his room. When I got there, Harvey was here as mum was working. "Harvey why aren't you at school" I moaned and sat down in a chair making Rye pout. "Because I had treatment this morning and I came to see you to" He smiled. "You were pretty tired last night And" he smirked. "Shut up" I groaned and slowly started eating.

I ate half before Harvey left and Rye needed the bathroom. I quickly got up and threw the rest of the food in the bin and then I kneeled down next to the bin to throw up but I heard the bathroom door open, I froze. "Andy don't tell me your trying to throw up again" he said and walked over to me. "Um n-no I w-was just L-Looking for S-Something" I stuttered, fucking great Andy. "In the bin?" Rye questioned. "Um yeah, don't worry about it" I said and let out a nervous laugh.

I don't think Rye believed me but he brushed it off and cuddled with me for a while and we watched movies. He feel asleep again so I took this as a chance to get it out. I got out and then walked to the toilet, I locked the door and then knelled down, doing what I always do and soon, everything that I had eaten, was now staring back at me. It doesn't look as appetising as it did going in but oh well.

I flushed it and left. When I got out Ryan was still asleep so I just lay next to him and fell asleep again.

Ryan's pov

I woke up and looked to Andy, he was asleep next to me. He was so cute, I leaned down and kissed his lips. I was about to pull back but then I realised something. His breath? It smelled like puke, did he throw up again?? I pulled away and looked at him, I got up quietly and walked to the bathroom. Once I was in, I closed the door and started to look around.

I looked into the toilet and there was nothing... so I thought. I looked over it and saw a tiny bit of puke at the bottom that had not been flushed down. Fuck sake why is he doing this again. I walked back out and I was about to ask him but I thought that he might panic if I do that so for the next few days, I'm going to watch him.

I waited until Andy woke up and I smiled at him, I wanted to act normal so he didn't suspect anything. "Hey baby" I smiled. "Hey" he said back and snuggled into me. I looked at his arms, they were getting smaller. Why didn't I notice. "How you feeling?" I asked and he groaned. "Tired" He frowned and I laughed. "Do you wanna stay for dinner or do you have home work?" I asked and I saw him thinking.

"I haven't been to school in a while but I don't know" He replied and I nodded. "If you could have anything for dinner, what would it be, like now" I asked and he thought. "Well 1 half of my brain says nothing, and the other says pizza" He smiled. "Pizza it is" I smiled and he let out a nervous giggle.

I rang Lesley and asked if she could bring me and Andy pizza and she said yes so we were just waiting. Soon Lesley come's with pizza, I was excited and Andy tried to look happy but I could see he was scared. He chose some plain cheese pizza, I gave him a slice and he thanked me. Andy only ate 2 and a half slices before he said he was done.

"Can you eat a little more?" I asked but he shook his head. "Okay Andy, its almost 9pm we need to go home" Lesley said and he nodded. He gave me a kiss and then they left. I just hope he doesn't make himself sick.

Andy's pov

On the drive home it was silent. Once we got home I went straight to the bathroom, I locked the door, slid down it and cried. I cried because I felt alone, I cried because my boyfriend was in hospital, I cried because I didn't want to be scared of food and I cried because I just wanted to be the old happy Andy but I can't. I can't because I need to be thin, I can't because I need to impress Rye and I can't because Rye won't want somebody who is fat so I need to get thin.

I crawled over to the toilet and I cried, I didn't want to but the voices in my head made me, I didn't have control over my fingers. They went into my mouth and down my throat. I started gagging and I couldn't control anything so I threw up, I threw up and threw up and threw up until nothing was left, my stomach acid and everything came out and my throat was burning.

Once I was done, I sat against the wall. I tried to catch my breath and calm down. Once I could breath, I stood up and flushed the toilet and brushed my teeth to get rid of the taste. I then left the bathroom and went into my room. I collapsed on my bed and I felt myself falling asleep.

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