Andy's pov
We arrived at the hospital and I rushed in, there was so much I wanted to tell him. Mum asked what room he was in and as she works here, she knows where everything is. Once we heard what room he was in we hurried there. Once we got there, we walked in and saw him smiling. "Oh my god your okay" I said and rushed towards him and hugged him, he just laughed and ran his hand through my hair.
"Yeah I'm okay" he said in his smiling voice. "Never ever do that again you...you ass" I said and hugged into him further. "And look, they said I would have a wicked scar" he smiled and I looked at his stitched arm. "That's not funny Ryan you could have died" I said and playfully slapped his chest. "Yeah Ryan, you were close to dying" Mum said and checked his heart beat. "Hey dweeb" Harvey said and sat next to him. "Hey bitch" Rye said back and we all laughed.
"I'm sorry Andy" he tried to say sorry but I shushed him. "Don't even start, I should be the one saying sorry to you" I replied, he tried to say something but I ignored him. "I'm so fucking sorry, I didn't respect your decision and I respect it now, I was a complete dick and you have the right to never talk to me ag-" I was cut off by him kissing me.
We stayed like that for a few seconds before pulling away, my eyes still closed. "Okay if your gonna fuck please let us know" Harvey said, mum laughing. "Nope, just happy to be with this man right now" Rye smiled and I giggled and snuggled into him. "Have you eaten today?" Rye asked, I was hoping that he wouldn't ask. "Yeah" I said but mum sigh. "You didn't eat breakfast" Then Harvey spoke. "And you didn't eat lunch". I groaned and Rye looked at me with a sad face.
"For me, would you go and eat something" Rye asked with puppy eyes. I whined. "I'm not hungry though" I groaned. "Andrew Robert Fowler go and eat something or I will walk to the café myself and get you something to eat and feed you like a baby" Rye said and I huffed. "Fine I will be back in a minute" I said and left to the café.
There was nothing I really wanted there but I knew I just needed something then they would leave me alone, I looked around and looked at all the labels to see how many calories where in different things. I was horrified. I was holding a sandwich in my hand when somebody took it out. I turned around to see Harvey." Don't even look" He said and scanned it and payed for it then handed it to me. "I'm not hungry" I said and handed it to him. "To bad Andy, eat it" He said and pushed it into my hand before dragging me down the hall and into Rye's room.
I huffed and sat on a seat, I heard people asking me questions but I didn't really hear them, I was just looking at the sandwich. "Is he okay?" I heard Rye ask. "He was looking at how many calories where in everything" Harvey said and mum huffed. "Andrew w-". "Its Andy, stop calling me Andrew" I said and felt a tear fall down my face. "Can me and him just have a minute" Rye asked and they agreed and left.
"Come here babe" He said and I was shocked, I didn't know he wanted to be like that again. I walked over, wiping my tears before I sat next to him. He grabbed the sandwich and took it out the box. "Here, so every bite you take, is a kiss" he smiled. I giggled and nodded. "First bite" He smiled and put it to my lips, so shook my head and he huffed. He pulled it apart so he had a bite size piece in his hand and put it to my lips. "Open" He said so I did and he put it in. I didn't close my mouth so he closed it for me.
"Chew then a kiss" He said so I started to chew slowly. After a minute I slowed it and he clapped making me giggled. He leaned ford and kissed me. I loved kissing him. He pulled away and I whined. "If you eat another one, it means another kiss" he reminded me. He pulled off another bite and put it to my lips, I opened and did the same thing. After swallowing it, he kissed me again.
Swallow, kiss, swallow, kiss. That happened until it was gone. I lay down on his chest and he giggled and took a breath. "Hey Andy" Rye said and I hummed. "I never meant to make you upset, I just thought that if I said I didn't want to be with you anymore then you would be more happy, and I was also planning on doing this..." he said, a tear falling onto my head and I looked up to see him letting out tears.
"Hey, hey" I said and pulled him into a hug. "What did you plan on doing?" I asked and his lip wobbled as if he was trying to hold in a sob. "I-I, W-Wanted to D-Die" He said and let out a little sob. I straddled him and pulled him into my chest. "Never ever apologise, I was in the wrong okay, your hurting and I didn't see. Never ever feel like your alone because I will forever be here, with you not matter what is going on in your brain okay" I said and wiped his tears away, and kissed his cheek.
"I hate my scars, they are ugly and people will make fun of me" He said and looked down. "Ryan Leonard Beaumont look at me" I said and he looked up. "They just show people how much you have been though and that your strong" I said and he nodded. "If you ever feel alone, or upset at all tell me and I will be here but please don't do this again, your worth so much more then you think you are" I said and he smiled.
"You need to smile more, I love your smile" I smiled and he giggled. "Andy" He asked. "yes" I asked and looking into his eyes. "I know you might not want me anymore because of what I have done to you but do you want to be my boyfriend again?" he asked and I smiled. "Ryan, of course I would" I said and kissed him.
Harvey and mum soon came back in and she looked so happy that the Missing sandwich. "Good job Andy" mum said and smiled. "Rye helped a lot" I said and he smiled. "Are you to back on?" Mum asked and we nodded. "Yay!!!!" Harvey yelled and hugged us both, me and Rye giggling.
This was a awful day but it ended pretty well.
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200 Calories - Randy - Book 1
FanfictionHey, my name is Andy Fowler and I suffered with an eating disorder, come with me and learn about my life back then ❤️ All rights are reserved and if you use or take any of my ideas without asking it is classed stealing. Started 19th July 2019 Finis...