200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 5: Page 6

(Trigger Warning: Self harm and an Argument between parents towards the end so your welcome to skip xx)

Andy's pov

I woke up and looked out the window, man it was a beautiful day today. I looked at my phone and saw I had a message from Rye.

R- Hey Babyboy, I know your probably still asleep and that's good stay asleep, but I want wanted to say that you mean the whole world to me and I'm not exaggerating, your beautiful and talented and just an amazing person and I really hope we are together forever and One day adopt a child and have a family of our own and yeah, I just want you to get better so we can have a family and I can see your gorgeous face everyday because that is what I live for, you and all your beauty. Just believe me please. Love you lots: Rye xx

I didn't even realise I was crying. "Andy what's wrong, are you hurt" Mum said and rushed to my bedside. "No Mum, look" I said and passed her my phone. She red the message and she smiled. "He really, really loves you Andy" She smiled and I nodded. "I really, really love him to" I replied and red the message again like 20 times.

Soon breakfast came in and I started eating as soon as she passed me the tray. "Wow Andy your hungry" Mum giggled. "I'm doing this for Rye, he means so much to me and I just want him to know how much I love him to" I said as I continued eating. Mum looked happy. After breakfast the lady came in and took away mine and mum's trays. Mum looked at me and started laughing loudly.

"Why are you laughing?" I asked. "Andrew Fowler you have food all over your face" She laughed and passed me a mirror and some wipes. I giggled as I saw my face and wiped it off. "How did I get some in my eye brow" I laughed and tried to wash it out. Once I was clean again, I got up and went to walked around but mum sat me down again, I looked at her confused. "Andy no exercise" She said and I huffed.

"I need to pee mum, I can't pee in my bed can I" I said and she laughed. She walked out for a minute and got a wheelchair. "Wow" I said and sat on it and mum pushed me down the hall. Once I was at the bathroom mum stood outside and I did my business. Once I was done I washed my hands and sat back on the wheelchair. "Mum can we go to the gardens" I asked and she nodded and pushed me to where me and Rye used to sit. "This is where me and Rye had our first kiss" I said and mum smiled.

"Can I put in a request?" mum asked and I nodded. "I want to sit in the front at your wedding" She smiled and I face palmed. "We probably wont get married" I replied and she gave me the 'whatever' look. "Rye seems to want to" She said and I looked down. "What if my 'cuteness' is not enough for him later on down the track and he leaves me" I said and he grabbed my chin and made me look at her. "Trust me Andrew, this ones a keeper" She said and I smiled and nodded.

Once we were done being outside, mum took me back inside and into my room. We started to pack for later tonight and so I got changed into my clothes and lay on my bed watching random YouTube videos. Lunch came in later and I ate some of it because I was still full from breakfast. "Andy you have to eat the rest of your lunch" Mum said and I got mad. "I am still full" I said and she gave me a 'really' look.

"Andy I know your tricks" She said and sat next to me just staring at me. "I am full!" I yelled and got up running to the bathroom and locking myself in. "Andy unlock the door Hun, I'm sorry" I heard mum banging on the door but I didn't care. I just want people to treat me like a normal person. I slid down the door and pulled my knees to my chest. "Go away" I yelled and I heard her sigh.

"Think about Rye, how will he feel if he found out you felt like this" Mum said through the door. "I don't know mum" I said back and stayed sitting how I was. "I will go and pack the rest of our things" Mum said and moved away as I heard her footsteps moving away. I huffed and dug my face into my knees And I must have fallen asleep.