Andy's pov
I can't believe it, He kissed me. And he said he wants to go further, like in a relationship or something else, I'm a little scared but I know he won't hurt me, right?
"So" Brook smirked as he was connecting my feed, I was in the bed on my phone texting Rye. "What," I said not focusing on what we were talking about. "You and Rye," He said and I looked at him, I blushed and he sat on my bed smiling like a lunatic. "Yeah, what about me and Rye," I said trying not to think of the beautiful human being.
"Have you ever kissed anybody before?" He asked and I shook my head no. "He was my first" I replied. "Well done Andy" Brook replied. I blushed and Brook had to go to see another boy on the ward. I kept texting Rye till the early hours of the morning Until I fell asleep.
I woke up at 7 by Brooklyn shaking me. "Andy it's time for weight cheek," He said and I moaned as I only got like 4 hours of sleep. "Noo too tired" I groaned and rolled over. "Rye will be here soon, your mum rang before and asked if could spend the day with you, I said yes only if he still had his feeds at the correct times, " Brook told me, I hummed letting myself fall back into a deep slumber.
"Andy, come on wake up" I heard but it wasn't Brooklyn, I opened my eyes to see beautiful brown ones staring back into my dull blue ones. I smiled and he heard him giggle. I felt him leave little fairy kisses all over my face. I rolled over so he couldn't kiss me and he sighed. I screamed as I felt him pick me up, "Ryan Beaumont put me down now" I laughed but he didn't listen. He carried me into a room where Brook was waiting for me.
"Finally up I see" Brook giggled I huffed and stood on the scales. 100 pounds with is only 45 kilograms. Rye looked at me worried, I brought back what Brook said, 'You're hurting your family and the people who care about you. It made me upset to think that Rye was sad because of me. I got off and ran out of the room, ignoring Brook and Rye yelling at me. I got to my bedroom and moved my dresser in front of the door so nobody could open it.
I soon heard footsteps stop outside the door. "Andy it's me Rye, please open the door" I heard but I didn't want to make him more upset. "No Rye, I don't want to hurt you again," I said as I sat on my bed, "Andy please, its hurting me more not being able to be next to you" He answered, I didn't want to hurt him so I walked over and moved the dresser. Soon Rye opened the door and he stood in the doorway.
"Come here," He said and pulled me into a hug, "I just want to make you happy," I said and looked up. "Hey, I'm so happy, I'm happy that your getting better, I'm happy I'm with you, I'm happy okay, But I'm only happy if your happy okay" He smiled, he leaned down and kissed me. It wasn't a kiss that was full of lust, it was a kiss that showed that he cared, that I was safe and loved.
Even though we had kissed before it felt like my first kiss, It only lasted for a few seconds but it felt like such a long time. We soon pulled away and I snuggled into Rye's chest. He walked us over to my bed and lay down with me on his chest. "I always wanted somebody to love me the way you do," I said but realised what I said. "Uh um, I meant like me, or um- like you because I like you but you don't have to like me back because I don't wanna pre-" I got cut off by his lips.
When he pulled away he smiled at me. "Do I make you nervous Fovvs" He smirked. "Yes," I quickly answered He just smirked. "Andy it's breakfast time," Brook said as he came into my bedroom with the feedback which I love to hate. "Whyyy" I groaned. "Because you need to get better" He replied and hooked me up, "It's okay Fovvs, I'm right here," Rye said and kissed my cheek, I blushed and covered my face with my hands.
Soon Brook left me in the care of Rye. "Don't cover that beautiful face?" He said as he pulled my hands away from my face and then smiled. "that's better". "Hey look," He said and put his hand around my wrist. It still went all the way around but there wasn't so much room. "Your wrists have gotten bigger, good boy" He smiled and I blushed, but then got sad again because I got bigger.
"Oh baby doesn't be sad, it's good" Rye smiled but I just felt destroyed. "Now I'm even more fat," I said and he frowned. "I thought you said you could see how sick you were," Rye said looking confused and sad. "Yeah I did but I am scared to put on more weight because if Harvey always called me fat when I wasn't what is he gonna call me now" I groaned and lay back on the bed.
"Oh Fovvs" He replied and lay down and put my head on his chest. "Harvey was suspended, " Rye said quietly. "Wait what," I said and sat up looking happy. "Yeah, but you're not gonna be happy with me," Rye said and looked down. "Why," I asked and made him look up by putting my hand under his chin and making him look at me. "Uh, because I strangled him because he was hurting another boy," He said. I was shocked but proud of him. "Why are you smiling," He asked embarrassed.
"Cause I'm proud," I said and was gonna kiss him but he might not want it. I just hugged him instead.
"Andy wake up" I heard, I must have fallen asleep on Rye. I opened my eyes slowly and looked around. "It's your lunchtime" Rye smiled, Brook was hooking up the feed whilst Rye was talking. "really, it felt like he just feed me" I groaned. "When do you think he will be able to get the tube out?" I heard Rye ask Brook. "Well, tomorrow if he is 2 kilograms heavier then he will get it taken out tomorrow" Brook smiled. Brook then left and it was just a tired me and a happy looking Rye.
"Hey Rye," I asked and he hummed looking at me. "What are we?"
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200 Calories - Randy - Book 1
FanfictionHey, my name is Andy Fowler and I suffered with an eating disorder, come with me and learn about my life back then ❤️ All rights are reserved and if you use or take any of my ideas without asking it is classed stealing. Started 19th July 2019 Finis...