200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 7: Page 2

(Trigger warning, mentions of flash backs and a small mention of rape, stay safe xx.)

Ryan's pov

I woke up the next day, I missed Andy but I get to go home today, well its not really home but Andy let me stay at his but I don't wanna over stay my welcome. Maybe Andy really did feel sick because he has promised that he's not doing it again but its okay because I will be with him soon so I can watch him 24/7.

After I ate breakfast, I got up and went for a walk because I hadn't been walking for a long time. I needed to wait until after 3pm for Andy to get here. I got changed and started watching some YouTube videos. The time went so fast and soon Andy arrived and gave me a long kiss. "Hey" he smiled. "Hey" I smiled back and hugged him.

"You ready to go home?" He asked I nodded. Lesley signed me out and when we walked out I took a deep breath. "Uh fresh air" I smiled and Andy laughed. We got in the car and started to drive home, Lesley driving of course. Once we got home, I looked over to my house, I felt my lip wobble as I heard fighting.

"Hey Rye, come on its okay lets go inside" Andy said pulling my hand into the house. A tear fell down my face, Andy sat me down on the couch. "Hey baby don't cry its okay" he said and wiped away my tears and kissed my cheek. "It will be okay, I'm right here" He said and I nodded, leaning into his shoulder. "You tired babe?" Andy asked and I nodded. "Lets go to bed aye" he smiled.

We walked upstairs and he lay me down and pulled the blankets over me. "Do you want to nap on your own or do you want me to be here" he asked, "You can stay if you want, I don't want you to stress over me when you need the most attention" I said and rolled over. "Hey babe, don't ever think like that, I will always be here for you no matter what, we have had fights and we always come back stronger" He said and rolled me back over.

"I just don't wanna be worried about" I said looking into his eyes. "Well tough, your always gonna be worried about" He smiled and kissed me. When he pulled away I struggled to keep my eyes open. "Go to sleep Rye, I'll be here when you wake up" I heard so I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep with Andy holding my hand.

Andy's pov

Once he was fast asleep, I kissed his cheek and walked downstairs for a drink. "Is he okay?" Mum asked. "Yeah I think he has not been sleeping well lately and now he is fast asleep" I answered and mum nodded. I grabbed a drink and talked to mum for a bit. "He doesn't want anybody worrying about him" I said and she smiled. "Well we just need to be here for him, he might try to push us away because that is what people with depression do but we need to masure to help him the best we can and not force him to open up" Mum explained.

We where just sitting on the couch watching some tv and drinking tea. It was all quiet but I soon heard something. I turned off the tv for a minute and listened. It sounded like I whimper from upstairs, I walked towards the stairs and I heard Rye yelling something. I ran up the stairs and listened. "No please don't hurt me please!" he yelled I rushed in not knowing what was happening. I rushed into the room to see Rye sweating and thrashing around the bed his eyes are still closed, shit he's having a nightmare.

I moved quickly over to him, not really sure what to do. Mum came in and helped. She helped me to hold him still so I could wake him. "Rye wake up baby, its okay" I said and shook him a little. He didn't wake up though. "No please don't hurt me please, I'm sorry!" he yelled trying to break free of mum's grasp. "Rye nobody is hurting you" I yelled shaking him harder. He started shaking violently as his body racked with sobs. "P-Please don't B-Ben I-I'm sorry" He sobbed, I knew what this was about.

"What is he on about?" mum asked, "Abusive ex boyfriend" I said and she nodded. "Rye come back to me baby" I shook one last time and he shot up, he looked around for a second before trying to hide in the blanket. "please don't rape me again, I'm sorry" he sobbed. "Hey baby, its Andy. nobody is here apart from mum" I said and he slowly looked out from the blankets and looked at mum then around the room. Once he saw it was just me and mum in the room he started to cry.