200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 6: Page 6

Andy's pov

I woke up to my alarm, I groaned and winced at the pain in my throat. I turned off my alarm and then got changed. I didn't want to go to school but I didn't want anybody to question anything so I just acted like I was fine. I walked downstairs and got ready for school. "Morning Andy" Mum smiled as I walked into the kitchen. "h-I" I crocked out because my throat hurt. "Are you okay?" she asked and I just nodded and smiled. "Here you go" Mum said as she passed me pancakes. I smiled and sat at the table.

I ate them very slowly because of my throat. After that I felt so gross. "I'm gonna go to school now" I said to mum and then left. I ran all the way there to burn off the calories. Once I got there I ran straight to the toilet and made myself sick once I saw nobody was in the toilet. I flushed the toilet and had a mint out of my bag to make sure nobody knew I was sick. I left the bathroom and headed to my first class.

Harvey smiled and me and I walked over to him and sat down. "How you doing?" he asked. "Good" I wheezed out, he looked at me confused. "My throat is a bit sore, its nothing" I said, struggling. Harvey looked at me worried. "Are you throwing up?" He asked and I tried to look surprised. "What, no of course not" I replied. "Andy I know what its like, I'm Bulimic and I know it makes your throat sore" he said looking at me really worried. "Harvey I'm fine, just leave me alone" I said and moved tables.

At lunch. I saw Harvey looking at me from his seat with his friends. I only ate when he was looking at me and when he wasn't looking, I threw my food into my bag. Once I was done I left to the bathroom, I watched for Harvey, he was looking at me but he didn't move. I locked the stall door and was about to put my fingers in my mouth when I heard the bathroom door open.

"Andy are you in here?" I heard, shit it was Harvey. I opened the door and looked at him. "What did you do?" he asked walking in the stall and looking into the toilet. "I didn't do anything, is there something wrong with peeing?" I asked trying to hide it. "Okay, pee, I'll wait here" he said and stood outside the stall. "Go away Harvey, I'm not doing anything" I said and pushed him. "You obviously are because you won't just pee" he said and folded his arms.

"Harvey just because I have an eating issue doesn't mean everyone has to watch me 24/7, I'm almost 18 fucking years old and people are treating me like I'm a fucking 5 year old" I yelled. "Andy we are just trying to help you" He tried to reason with me but I didn't want to hear his opinion. "You know what Harvey Cantwell, I thought you were my friend but it turns out your just an annoying person who thinks they are a hero, now leave me the fuck alone" I said, grabbed my bag and pushed past him and left.

Great now I needed to find another way to get it out. I went to the track. I started to run around and around and around until I physically couldn't anymore. I walked to get my bag as the bell rang and then I walked to class, when I was almost to the class room I saw Harvey walk in so I took this as my chance to go to the bathroom. I ran and locked the stall door, I quickly made myself throw up and flushed, then had a mint and left.

I sat in class and started to listen. After class, I left to go home and when I got home, mum took me to the hospital to see Rye. I walked in and saw him watching tv. Mum had to go and do some work until 9pm again so I will stay here until then. "Hey baby" I said and sat next to him. "Hey buba" he said and pulled me into a kiss. "Hey can I ask you something and you have to be honest" he said and I nodded. "Have you been throwing up again?" He asked. I froze for a minute before answering.

"What pfft no" I let out a nervous laugh. "why? I asked. "Harvey called me today, he said you were really not eating a lot and then he caught you in the bathroom and he said you were looking nervous" He asked, his hand on my cheek. "Rye He's a dick, don't listen to him" he smiled and he huffed. "Andy please, just don't lie to me" he said looking a little mad, "Ryan I'm not lying" I said and stood up. "Shit I'm sorry" Rye tried to say something and grab my hand but I pulled it away.

"Don't touch me" I said and sat in a chair next to his bed. "Andy please, I was just worried and I saw..." He stopped talking. "You saw what? I asked still mad at him. "I saw some vomit in the bottom of the toilet, please just don't lie to me" He said and I froze, I didn't make sure it had all flushed. "I-I" I stuttered. "Andy its okay come here" He said but I panicked, he was gonna tell mum and I was gonna get locked in a hospital again.

I felt my chest getting tight and I couldn't breath. "Andy calm down its okay I promise" he said and came over to me, I felt him pick me up and place me on his bed so I was laying down. I was panicking and I was looking around. He put his oxygen mask over my face and pulled me into his chest. I soon started to calm down, my head didn't feel dizzy anymore and my vision came back.

"Hey baby, your okay" Rye smiled and pulled me into a hug. I took the mask off as I could breath now and snuggled into his chest. "So did you throw up, just say yes or no" He said and I thought about what to say, if I say yes. Then back to hospital I go, And if I say no, then I lie to my boyfriend... But I can't go back to the hospital.

"No"

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Greer xx