Andy's pov (Skip a week, sorry for all these time changes, I am just lazy XD also smut warning)
Rye has avoided any sort of sexual contact apart from the odd kiss, he is scared that he will have another dream like that, but its kinda been hard because we have gone a whole week without any sex and I am not happy about it. I understand he is scared but they are just dreams and I am his boyfriend and I have needs.
I have had to pleasure myself and that is okay but sex is way better and I really am annoyed that he won't have any with me just because of a dream. I walked downstairs after having to jack off again and saw Rye on his phone, mum at work as it was only school holidays so she wouldn't be a problem.
I walked over and got onto his lap, straddling him making him turn off his phone and look at me. "Hey baby" he smiled and I smiled, leaning down and kissing his neck. "Babe not right now" He groaned but I kept going, biting and nipping at his skin where I knew it felt the best. "Babe" He said again louder I just sigh. "But why, we haven't had sex in a week" I moaned and he just looked down. "Because, If I have another dream" he said and looked at me. "Its just a dream, I will be fine but I'm not fine now" I said and kissed his neck again.
"Andy stop it!" he yelled which made me get off, he didn't want to. "Sorry" I said and walked back up stairs, is it because I'm fat, he doesn't want to have sex with me, he says its because of the dreams but he used to do it even when he had bad dreams so it doesn't make sense. I just sat on my bed, looking at the ground. Maybe if I lost weight he would want to fuck me. I got up and started doing some exercise in my bedroom, I wish Rye would just tell me the reason instead of lying.
Rye's pov
I walked upstairs after a bit, Andy looked really sad after I yelled and I didn't mean to yell but I am just scared, scared that one day it wouldn't be a dream and Ben would actually do something. I walked upstairs and saw Andy exercising a lot. "Babe what are you doing?" I asked, was he gonna relapse. He stopped and just looked at me, then spoke.
"Just say it" He said, "Say what?" I asked confused, "The reason you don't want to have sex with me is because I have gotten fat again, so if I lose some weight then maybe you will fuck me" He said, I was shocked. He only just got to a good weight and now he thinks the reason I don't want to have sex with him is because his weight. "Andy its not cause your weight, your not fat and it really is cause the dreams" I said and he laughed. "Well they are only dreams Ryan, I want you to fuck me because I'm horny as fuck and I need you now!" He yelled and started crying. I felt really bad, so I just said. "Fuck it"
I walked over to him and got on top of him, he looking up at me, his eyes full of lust and want, why did I do this to my poor baby. I started kissing down his neck and then to his sweet spot, he let out a loud moan and his hands went to my hair. "Ryan please" He moaned, "Please what baby" I smiled as I pulled away. "Please let me suck your cock" He groaned, I nodded and so he pushed me off and onto my back, I helped him get my pants and briefs off as my cock was sticking up straight. He just took all of me into his mouth and started sucking. "Fuck" I moaned and tried to put my hands in his hair but he held them above my head and pulled off making me groan. "Don't move them" he growled and then started sucking again, he gagged a few times but didn't pull off, I saw his eyes roll back in pleasure, I felt myself leaking pre-cum and it must taste good because he kept moaning and his eyes rolled back again.
It felt so good, I didn't know how much I was missing this, its like my first time again. Andy kept gagging but never pulled off, was he really that horny that he refused to pull off me, wow. I was about to cum so I just lightly pulled him off but he tried to take me back. "Andy I am gonna cum" I said, "I want it" He said desperately. "Andy please, let me pleasure you first" I said and sat up but it looked like he was crying. "Babe what's up?" I asked and he just pushed me down and took me into his mouth before I could say anything. "Andy I want-" I moaned, "I want to pleasure you to" I managed out. He sat in a position where he could finger himself and suck me at the same time. When he pushed the first finger in, his eyes rolled back and he struggled to stay on me.
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200 Calories - Randy - Book 1
FanfictionHey, my name is Andy Fowler and I suffered with an eating disorder, come with me and learn about my life back then ❤️ All rights are reserved and if you use or take any of my ideas without asking it is classed stealing. Started 19th July 2019 Finis...