200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 4: Page 5

Andy's pov

I woke up in bed with arms wrapped around me. I turned over in them and saw eyes looking into mine and a smile planted on his face. "Morning" I giggled and blushed, burying my face in his chest. "Hey don't hide your beautiful face," He said and used his fingers under my chin and lifted my head to look at his.

I smiled at him as he looked into my eyes. "Good morning" He smiled and kissed my nose. I giggled and blushed an even darker shade of red. I cuddled on top of Rye and had my face in his neck as we were laying for a few minutes. After a few minutes I heard the door open behind us and we looked over to see Robbie and Jo smiling.

"Good morning boys" Jo smiled and walked over holding 2 trays of food that she gave to us. There was a fruit pot, 1 piece of toast, some OJ and some yogurt. "Thanks, mum," Rye said and started to eat, as I was now sitting on the bed next to him at where his feet were.

I just looked at my food, the past few weeks, I haven't been eating a lot as everyone was worried about other things so now I didn't feel like I wanted to eat again. I looked up and saw Robbie, Rye and Jo all talking and not paying attention to what I was doing. I felt so fat as I was looking at myself, and I looked at Rye and he had no shirt on and you could see his 6pack and how skinny and fit he looked.

Rye was almost done when he looked at me and saw I hadn't eaten anything. "Come here baby," He said and patted his lap. I nodded and sat on his lap and he looked down at me worried. "Do you want me to feed you?" He asked me in an understanding tone, I looked down, I felt guilty at how stupid I was being when he was the one in hospital.

Jo got up to go to the bathroom and so it was just me Robbie and Rye In the room. "Hey babe, don't feel bad," Rye told me making me look at him. "I just am scared," I said looking down and letting my head fall into my hands as my body racked with sobs. All the events of the past few months just catching up with me now.

"Hey, hey it's okay baby," He said pulling me into his chest, Robbie just sitting there silent. After a few minutes I heard the bathroom door open and Jo came out, she looked at me and knew what was going on. "Oh, Andy Hun" She sigh and sat next to the bed, rubbing my back. "I'm sorry, I'm being selfish," I said and got off his lap and sat on a chair by myself at the other end of the room.

Rye sighed and lay back down and talked to Robbie like I wasn't even here, did I hurt him? was I to mean? I got up and walked out of the room, ignoring all the protests and walked out of the hospital. I called a Uber and waited for it to come. Once it was here, I got in and told the woman my address and she took me home.

I just felt like I was too much for him and that I just make him upset, I'm the reason he did that to himself, the reason he ran off, I didn't pick up the phone and I made him try to kill himself. "Hey, we are here" I got broken out of my thoughts when I looked at the driver, smiled and paid her as I got out and walked inside my house.

I walked in and saw mum getting ready for work as it was only early, it was around 8 am. "Hey Andy, why are you back so early?" She questioned kissing me on the cheek. "Oh um, no reason I just felt a bit tired and felt like I needed to sleep in my bed, not to make Rye annoyed" I replied. "Well I might be working on Rye's ward today so I might see him later, I'll tell him you said hi," She said and I nodded as she got her shoes on and left for work.

I sigh and sat down on the couch and started to watch some tv. After about 4 hours of being bored and doing nothing, I thought I might go on a walk, so I got some shoes on and left the house. It was a nice day, the sun shining and it wasn't too cold. I was walking around the park and then...I saw Harvey and his gang following me from far away. Everywhere I went, they did too. So I walked to a café, that way they can't do anything to me.

Once I was in, I ordered a fruit juice and sat at a table that was next to a big window. Soon the juice came and I was sitting there, trying to drink it as I was a little worried about how many calories were in it. "147" I heard behind me. I turned around to see Harvey. "What?" I asked, kinda scared that he was going to beat me again, I looked around but I only saw Harvey.

"I said, 147 calories are in that," He said and sat facing me at my table. "How do you know?" I asked him. He sighs, "I have Bulimia" He answers, I look at him confused. He was so popular and cool, he has an eating disorder too?. "Let me guess, Anorexia?" He asked me, I slowly nodded. "I caused that aye," He said in a sorry tone, I again slowly nodded.

"Look there is no right way to say sorry for what I did, but just know what I am fucking sorry Andy. My whole life I have denied I had a problem, so when I got taken into hospital and told I had an eating disorder I took out my anger on you" He told me. I was shocked.

"I saw you the other month, in the hospital," He said and I looked up at him. He had tears in his eyes. "I'm so sorry Andy for what I did, I didn't mean to, I was just so upset," I said and let some tears fall down his cheeks. I took his hand and walked us out of the café and out to the park and we sat on a bench. I pulled him into a hug which was awkward because I was so much shorter than he was.

"It's okay" That Is all I said to him and let him fall apart in my arms, letting everything out everything he has held in. Yes, he did bully me but he had a damn good reason to.

"I forgive you"

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