200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 7: Page 5

(SMUT WARNING xx)

Andy's pov

I remember what I said to Rye, I have no clue why I said that, I was just mad but I know that Is no excuse to what I said. I just wanna give him a huge hug and apologies to him. It was now 7am and I had a tube put in last night. I was so drowsy that it didn't bother me so I woke up this morning and I decided that I would text Rye.

A- Hey...

I waited until he messaged me back, it took about 6 minutes.

R- Hi...

A- Can you come later??

R- Only if you want me to

A- Please?

R- Okay

A- Thank you

R- I'll see you soon

A- Okay

I was so happy that he still wanted to see me, I really wanted to say sorry for what I said, I remember him crying, telling me to stop, I didn't mean to make him like that, I wasn't myself. I waited and waited and soon Brook came in. "Andy Ryan is here to see you, do you want him to come in?" he asked, "Yeah let him in" I said and he nodded. He went out for a minute and I stood up.

The door opened and I saw Rye, he had bags under his eyes and his hair was messy, what did I do... I didn't say anything, I just pulled him into a hug and stayed like that for a while. "I'm so sorry Rye" I whispered, a tear falling out of my eye onto my cheek, we pulled away and he smiled. "Its okay baby, I know you didn't mean it, Lesley said you were on some wacko drugs" He said and we both laughed. "Yeah I guess I was" I smiled. "Just please know, I never meant ANY of the stuff I said, you didn't deserve what he did to you and you 100% did not rape me Rye, I know you would never" I said and he nodded. "Okay I will admit, that did scare me when you said I raped you because I really didn't know what I would have done" He said.

"I understand if you wanna breakup with me" I said and he looked confused. "No Andy, I don't ever wanna break up with you, I just really wanna stop fighting like forever and just be boyfriends, I will be here through all of this, through all the times you relapse and need to come back here, when you need to cry, I will hold you. When you are sick I will take care of you because you mean the world to me Andy and I just want you to love yourself as much as I love you" He said, I started crying at what he said because nobody had ever said that before.

"Hey Shhh its okay" He said and pulled me into a hug, I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him closer. He smelled so good, like chocolate. "What are you doing" he laughed. "You smell good" I said and he giggled. He pulled me into a kiss and his lips tasted like chocolate to, I was in heaven. We sat on my bed and talked for hours, it was so nice to have somebody to talk to. "So why aren't you at school?" I asked, "I went to bed really late and I was so tried this morning" He said and I nodded. "Andy please just stop feeling like this, I'm fine, we had our fight and now we are stronger, don't be sad baby" he said and pulled me onto his lap, I straddled him and put my chin on his shoulder.

"We will get through this together" He said, I nodded. I still felt so tired but I just ignored it and cuddled with him. After that it was lunch and Brook came in with some food for Rye and my mix for the feeding tube. I let Brook connect it, after that he left and it was just me and Rye. He was eating his food, I was happy about that and I felt mine going in and my stomach slowly getting filled. I started shaking, I'm terrified at the feeling of being full. "Baby its okay" Rye said and held my hand, I slowly nodded and once he finished his, I lay on his lap, him running his hand through my hair.

I started to feel a bit sick, but I thought It was because I was just full. The nausea soon became stronger and I started to sweat. "you okay baby?" Rye asked. "I feel a bit sick, but I'm fine" I said. "I'm gonna go get Brook" Rye said and got up. I just lay, shaking and sweating because I was gonna throw up. Soon Brook and Rye came rushing in. "Hey Andy, you might throw up a little bit because of your stomach is not used to being full" Brook said, I didn't care if I threw up, maybe It would be better because I would get some out.