Hey, my name is Andy Fowler and I suffered with an eating disorder, come with me and learn about my life back then ❤️
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Started 19th July 2019
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It has been 3 weeks, Andy is doing super duper well, his tube was taken out a week ago. He has put on 16kg and so now 57 kg but he is also really down a lot. He has also been taken into his old room. I'm now with him, in his room trying to calm him down from a panic attack because he saw how much he weighed.
"Andy baby calm down please, just breath with me" I said but he couldn't hear me, he was to far gone. "Andy come here baby" I said, he was hyperventilating and I got worried. I grabbed his inhaler and held him, he was trying to get away but I held his head against my chest and forced his inhaler into his mouth. I know it sounds mean but I had to. He tried to get away from me but I held him close, his back against my chest until he calmed down.
Soon he stopped struggling and he just stood there, in my arms, his breathing still fast but better then before. "You okay now baby" I asked turning him around. Tears still streaming down his face. "I'm fat" I said, sobbing into his hands. "Andrew Fowler look at me, your not fat" I said. "Stop it Ryan!, I am fat!" He screamed at me, crying harder. "Andy please, I'm still a lot heavier then you so am I fat?" I asked. He calmed down and looked at me. "N-No" He answered. "Then why do you think your fat" I asked, getting on my knees and took his hands into mine.
"Tell me, how do you think your fat Andy, your the same age as me and not as heavy as me so please tell me why or how your heavier then me" I said and he huffed. "Because Ryan, I have Anorexia" He snapped at me, I have learned how to deal with his snappy periods. "Andy please, I know you have Anorexia but I just want you to see how skinny you are" I said and kissed his hands. "If you keep getting better, and put on 3 more kg then you will come home, don't you wanna come home?" I asked. "Its been really lonely sleeping in bed without you" I smiled and he giggled. "Yeah I do wanna come home" He said.
"Well please, turn that frown upside down, and get better for ever so you can come home and in a few years once we have finished school, we can get married and adopt a child and be happy together" I said, a tear falling down my face. I stood up and he hugged me. "I will try Ryan, I really will" he promised. We hugged, kissed a few times and then went out to the gardens for lunch. Brook thought that since we couldn't just go on a date, that we could have a yummy lunch outside. He took me and Andy outside and Andy smiled.
We sat down and looked at our lunch.
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It was so beautiful. Brook left us and we sat down. "I'm nervous Rye" He said, I took his hand. "Its okay to be nervous Andy, but as long as you try it, you might like it and then I will be so proud" I smiled and he nodded. Andy got his tube out last week so he could eat. There was bread sticks, pizza, mac and cheese, salad and all sorts. "Can you serve mine because if I do it, it will just be salad" Andy said and he happily nodded. I gave him some salad because I knew he would be mad if I didn't, I also gave him pizza, and a bread stick cause that's all he wanted but I was happy with that.
