200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 9: Page 2

(Vomit warning xx)

Andy's pov

I woke up and looked to my side to see Rye still asleep. I smiled and kissed his head, then got out of bed and walked downstairs to see Mum eating some breakfast. "Morning mum" I smiled and sat next to her. "Hey love, are your friends still asleep?" She asked and I nodded. "Here Andy" Mum said and passed me some toast. I thanked her and started eating, my head telling me not to but I'm trying not to listen to my brain.

I heard some footsteps coming down stairs and then Harvey and Mikey walked in. "Morning boys" Mum smiled. "Hey Lesley" Harvey smiled back, sitting next to me. "Morning Miss Fowler" Mikey said and sat next to Harvey. "Oh Darling just call me Lesley" Mum smiled and he nodded. "where is Rye?" Mikey asked. "He is still asleep I think" I answered and he nodded. Mum gave them all some toast and they both thanked her and started to eat. After we ate, we went outside and Harvey did some flips in the garden, me and Mikey were talking when I felt somebody kiss my neck. I smiled and looked up to see Rye. "Morning baby" I smiled and kissed him, "Moring" he smiled back and lifted me up off my chair making me squeal and he sat down, putting me on his lap.

"Morning Rye" Harvey smiled and came over to the table and we started to talk. "Last night was fun, we should do this more often" Harvey smiled and I agreed. "Mikey wont be able to cause he lives back in Bristol" Rye said sadly. "Actually I have something to tell all of you" Mikey smiled and stood up. "I have moved here with my mum and dad" Mikey smiled. I heard Rye let out a sob and we all laughed at him. "Go hug him baby" I said wiping his tears. He got up and gave him a big hug. Mikey really was Rye's best friend and I'm so happy he will he even more happy now.

"I'm s-so happy" he sobbed into Mikey's chest. "I know Rye, it sucked without you" Mikey smiled. "Best friends forever" Harvey said and we all laughed. Today was a good day for Rye but not for me very much, I feel like I ate way to much last night and this morning I had toast, I have put on so much weight and I feel like shit, Mikey Harvey and Rye are all so skinny and I hate it. I feel like every time They laugh, I force myself to laugh, its not real. Every smile is fake, every giggle, fake.

"You okay baby" I heard and snapped my head up to look at them. "Y-Yeah, I'm fine" I said and looked down. "Hey what's wrong?" Rye asked and I tried to hide some tears. "N-Nothing, just go and have fun with Mikey" I said and put a smile on my face just so he could see I was fine. "But baby, please just tell me what's bothering you, I can see something I hurting you" he said, everyone looking at me. I put my arms crossed on the table and my head on them, so nobody could see my face. I started to cry and I felt Rye rubbing my back. "Hey baby its alright" Rye said and pulled me into his lap and I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"What's wrong with Andy?" I heard Mikey ask. "He's just having a bad day, you know... The food thing" Rye said. "Hey baby its okay, can you breath for me" Rye softly said, still rubbing my back. "I-I'm so S-Sorry guy-guys" I sobbed and sniffed. "Hey Fovvs, don't say sorry, its okay" Harvey said and grabbed my hand. "Yeah Andy, its okay" Mikey smiled. "I'm So Fucking Fat" I cried into Rye's shoulder. "Andy your not fat" Mikey said and Harvey nodded. "Hey baby, your not fat. I promise" Rye smiled. I got up and walked inside after I calmed down a little more.

I told Rye I was going to go to my bathroom and have a shower, he agreed and I left to the bathroom. I locked the door and turned on the shower, yes I was going to have a shower but I was also gonna make myself sick again. I kneeled down and I had 2 fingers down my throat, and sure enough. I threw up everything from last night and this morning. I felt awful after but I also felt better because I got it out. I then flushed the toilet, sprayed some nice smelling stuff so it didn't smell like vomit, I then got in the shower and washed myself. I got out, got changed and walked downstairs.