200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 2: Page 3

Ryan's pov

Today was the first time we could see Andy since he went to the hospital. I was nervous to see him in case he hated me for sending him to the place but we had to, it was for his good. I and Ariana were gonna hang out after seeing Andy, I cant wait to tell him that I have a girlfriend, I hope he's happy for me. My mum said she is happy but I can't only hang out with her because Andy needs me to, I agreed because I would never ditch Andy. 

After school was finished, Lesley picked me up and we drove to the hospital. Once we go there, Lesley parked the car and we walked into the hospital, Lesley worked at the hospital but in a different part so she never really got to see Andy. We walked into the office area and signed in. One of the men that picked Andy up, I think his name is Jack, walked us threw a hall and then lead us to a big room with lots of boys.

I looked around, I saw some boys with tubes in their noses and some just skinny. I looked around and then, In the corner of the room, sitting at a table with the other man Brook was Andy playing a board game. I and Lesley just stood in the doorway and Jack walked over to Brook to say that we were here. Soon when Jack was talking to Brook, Brooklyn told Andy something and Andy looked up and smiled with a huge smile. He got up and ran to us.

He first hugged Lesley, "I missed you, mum, please say you hear to take me home" He smiled but she sigh. "Andy you know we can't do that" She replied, he looked upset but he also looked like he understood. He then let go of Lesley and gave me a huge hug. "I missed you, buddy," I said as I fluffed his hair. "I missed you too" He replied. Brook told us we could have some time while he needed to talk to Lesley about a few things so I and Andy walked into a room with a big fish tank and a couch.

"So how's it been here?" I asked. "Its...Been fine I guess" He replied. "Look I'm sorry if you're mad at me, I just am really worried about you and I feel like you gonna get sick and...." I paused, thinking about what I was gonna say next. "Die," He said quietly, I nodded and he sat on my lap and hugged me. "I won't leave, I promise" I heard him say. I hugged him back for a while. We were just talking about random stuff, I was waiting for the right time to tell him that I had a girlfriend.

"Is something bothering you Rye?" Andy asked. I took a deep breath and began. "So I just wanted to say something that happened to me but I hope you still gonna be happy...Ariana asked me out" I said and he paused for a minute deep in thought. "What did you say?" He asked. "I said yes, so I'm her boyfriend I guess" I replied. "Oh" He just said, I didn't know if he was happy for me or not. "You okay Andy?" I asked and he just nodded. Soon we just had to go back to the room so we had to walk down the long hall.

About halfway down the hall, Andy stopped for a minute and held onto the wall. "You okay?" I asked, "Uh yeah I'm fine, I just got up to fast" He replied, I shook it off and we continued walking.... a few steps.

"Rye I don't feel good," he said and just as I turned around I saw him fall towards me, I grabbed him and lay him on the ground. "Help please help me!" I yelled and I saw 1 nurse, Brook and Lesley come running down the hall towards us. Lesley grabbed my hand and walked me over by the wall so the nurse could walk on him. "Lesley please, what happened," I asked trying to hold in my tears. "It's okay Rye, he just needs to eat something because he has still been refusing to eat," She told me still holding my hand, I looked over at Andy.

He was slowly coming to and waking up. Brook held his head up and the nurse was giving him some water. I heard him start to sob and look around. Lesley let go of my hand and walked over to him. Brook picked him up bridal style and walked him down the hall with the nurse. Lesley walked over to me and hugged me. I was shaking. "Is he okay?" I asked thinking it was all my fault. "He will be" She replied.

She walked me out to the couch and sat down as I kinda felt a little faint because of what just happened. She got me some water which I thanked her and drank. Once that was done, We were about to walk out when I heard Andy letting out this Blood-curdling scream sounding like he was in so much pain. I got up and tried to run down the hall but the doors were closed so Lesley took me outside for some fresh air. "Why did he scream," I asked now terrified. "Rye I don't know if I should tell you because you will be too upset" She answered.

"Please Lesley" I begged her, she sigh and sat me into the car, "He's getting a tube like the others, I let them because he was dying Rye," She said and I felt my blood boil. "Does it hurt?" I asked and she nodded. "Is that why he was screaming?" I asked and she also nodded. I just sat in my seat looking out the window. She was saying something but I was just too upset to listen. I felt the car start and then we were driving. (Feeding tubes are different for everyone, some people say they don't hurt and some do xx)

Once we got to my house I ran up the stairs and into my bedroom. I was just gonna cry on my bed but when I got in there Ariana was on my bed, she looked happy but then when she saw me she didn't need to say anything and she just pulled me into a soft hug. I sobbed into her arms. She started running her fingers through my hair as we lay on my bed, I heard my bedroom door open and then Ariana and my mother talking, I was too upset to hear what they were saying but soon it was just me and her again.

About half an hour later when I had calmed down, I and she were still laying there. I looked up at her and she was smiling down at me. "Hey" she smiled at me. I didn't say anything but she wiped the last few tears off my face and kissed my forehead. "your mum told me what happened" She said and I nodded. We continued to lay down on the bed until dinner time.

I felt awful like I could have done something to help Andy, maybe I could have made him eat so he didn't need a tube. Maybe it was my fault that he passed out because he only did it once I told him I had a girlfriend, But why would that affect him?. I mean he is gay but what if he had a crush on me.... no he can't right? 

I was brought out of my trance by Ariana putting her hand on my thigh. "You okay babe?" She asked, "Yeah I'm just a little tired" I replied and she smiled. After we ate dinner and Ariana went upstairs and just turned on Netflix on my tv. We were watching a movie and there was a sex scene in it, for some reason I started to think about Andy and what it would be like, I have had sex with girls before, what the hell am I thinking, I don't like Andy like that. Do I?

I felt my pants tighten and as the people in the movie got more into it, I started to get more and more turned on. I felt Ariana's hand move down my body, we had made out before but never anything more than that. "You good there Rye" She smirked and I tried to keep my breathing normal. Her hand moved to cover my bulge. I could tell this was gonna be a sweaty night.

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Greer xx