Rye's pov
I woke up the next morning with a sore throat and I mostly lost my voice. I looked over at Andy who was still asleep. It was Sunday morning. We didn't even eat dinner last night because we were just too tired. I looked at the clock and it was only 6 am. I didn't think anyone would be up so I got up and walked out into the hall and downstairs. Nobody was there. I decided to go for a run so I walked to the door and got my shoes on, then I left.
I went for at least 30 minutes and by the time I got back, it was 6:47 am. I was super sweaty and needed a shower. I walked up the stairs and into Andy's bedroom to see Andy still asleep. I smiled, walked over and gave him a light kiss on his forehead, then walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower. I changed out of my clothes, being completely nude and got in. I tried to sing in the shower but my voice was gone.
I was so sore, I think I'm ill, my whole body just aches. I was facing the water, it was running down my body making me relax. I slightly jumped when I felt small arms wrap around my torso. I relaxed when I found out it was Andy and he started to rub my back. "Morning baby" He whispered in my ear. "H-" I tried to say but my voice was gone. "You okay babe?" He asked, turning me around. "I-ill" I managed to get out.
"Oh baby comes here," Andy said and pulled me into a hug, the hot water flowing down our bodies. After the hug, he washed my back, and then himself. We got out and then got dressed. The whole time in the shower, he never looked at me where my cock was, I was grateful. I tried to walk downstairs but I was pulled back into the bedroom and onto the bed. "Your sick mister, which means you will be in bed today" He smirked, I sigh and looked over to the window. "Hey baby doesn't be sad," He said and turned my head back to face him.
"Don't be sad" He smiled and kissed me. "I'll go get you some breakfast and then come back okay," He said and I nodded and he left. I waited a few minutes before he came back with some toast and some apples. He sat them down next to me, he started eating and I tried to eat but my throat hurt so badly. "Oh babe, does your throat hurt that bad?" He asked and rubbed my shoulder. I nodded and he smiled. "I'll go get some meds for you," He said and got up and left.
Soon he came back and handed me a pill and a glass of water. I took the pills with the water which hurt, then lay back after giving the glass back to Andy. Andy lay down next to me, leaving little kisses on my neck. I was almost asleep, my eyes were closed so Andy must have thought I was asleep when he said this.
"I know you can't hear me because you're asleep, but I saw your cuts, on your arm. I just didn't want to say anything because I didn't want to pressure you, just please always know that you can tell me anything, please just don't hurt yourself" He said with his voice cracking at the end. I then felt small drops land on my face. "shit" I heard him say and he carefully wiped the drops off my face and lay down next to me. I was worried because he saw them.
I didn't want to make him worse, I know that I need to go away for a few days, to help myself and then come back with the right mindset to help Andy. I waited until I heard Andy let out small snores until I got up and started to write a note.
*Dear Andy, my only baby. I have gone away for a few days, I need to clear my head before I try to help you, it's what I'm here for, to help you. I heard you say that you saw my cuts and I realised that I needed to get away and help myself before I can make you better. Please don't be upset and DON'T BLAME YOURSELF BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL. I will be back on Friday, so in 5 days. I love you so fucking much and I'll be back before you know it.
Love you lots Rye xx.*
That should be good right?. I grab my stuff and I give him a huge kiss on the head before walking down to see Lesley in the kitchen. "H-hey L-" I tried to say her name but my throat was sore and she turned around. "Hey Rye, why are you out of bed, Andy said you were ill," She said and I nodded. "I-I 'm go-going for an f-few day," I said and she looked concerned. I sigh and pulled up my sleeve showing her my cuts. "Omg Ryan why did you do that," She said and walked towards me.
"I n-need an f-few days t-to myself" I replied and she nodded as she understood. We hugged then I walked to my house. Once I got In a saw only Robbie sitting in there. "H-Hey," I said and he smirked at me. "What's up with your voice Rye" He smirked and I sigh. "S-Sick," I said and walked into the kitchen, I didn't wanna say it was the cause of Andy and sucking him off. "Oh sure, cause you didn't suck him off last night, Rye I know you," He said smirking, I blushed and turned away.
"I d-don't know w-what your t-talking about" I stuttered out, my throat still sore. He walked over and punched me playfully on the arm and walked upstairs. I sigh and walked into my bedroom. I packed my suitcase and walked it downstairs. Robbie was down there so I told him what I was doing, he agreed and hugged me goodbye. I then walked out to my car and put my things in the back.
I then got in and set off on my journey to my family's cabin.
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