200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 6: Page 1

(Mentions of Self harm)

Andy's pov

It has been 2 weeks since that night. I have seen him at school but he never even looks at me. I know I hurt him, and I know he is hurting but I don't know how to help him. I haven't been doing very well lately. I have eaten a lot and I feel like shit and so fat. He was the only thing I was getting better for and now I don't even want to be here anymore. I just want him to be happy but I can't help him.

I have heard yelling at his house lately and I just want to go over and get him away from that but I haven't even seen him at his house, every night I look out my window and he is never there, the bed hasn't been touched and its always dark.

Today I woke up at the same time. I just wanted to talk to Rye. I got ready for school and left. Once I got there I looked around saw him with Sonny. I took a deep breath and walked towards him. "Rye" I said and he turned around, he had bags under his eyes and he looked like he hadn't shaved in 6 years. "What do you want" He said in a low voice. "I was wondering if we could talk" I said and he laughed. "Why, your the one who broke up with me, why should I talk to you" He said coldly and I looked away, he was right, I did break up with him but I didn't mean for him to be this upset.

"I just want my best friend back" I said and looked down but looked back up at him as he laughed. "Andrew, I'm never going to be in your life ever again. Like you said, if I do it again then we are over" he said and pulled up his sleeve I was horrified at what I saw, His arm was covered in deep wounds and scars. "Rye please" I said and grabbed his hand. He took a deep breath. "Don't touch me" He yelled in my face I squeaked in fear.

"I did everything I could for you, I have even ate loads for you and everything" I said and he laughed. "Yeah I see that, its why your fat" Him and Sonny laughed and walked away. I broke down, I didn't want to eat but I didn't it for him. I sat under a tree and sobbed into my chest. "Are you okay" I heard and looked up and saw Harvey.

"I broke up with Rye for something he couldn't help, now I want him back and he hates me so yeah I'm great" I laughed coldly and looked down. "You look good at least" Harvey said and sat next to me. "if you mean by good I look obese and fat then yeah, Rye agrees with you" I said and he looked horrified. "Wait he said that?" he asked and I nodded. "He's a dick, you deserve better" Harvey said and I looked at him. "Really?" I asked and he nodded. "Lets go shopping after school" He smiled but I shook my head.

"I don't have any money so I can't sorry" I said and he smirked. "I'll buy you some stuff" He said and I giggled, "No I'm okay I don't wanna waist your money" I replied but he shook his head. "Don't be silly, we will give you an amazing make over and then Rye will be so jealous" He smiled and I slowly nodded. "Okay then" I said and he jumped around and I laughed.

After school Harvey took me to the mall, I hadn't been here in ages. "Come on Andy" He yelled and I ran with him. We found a shop and it had really cool clothes and I really wanted them all but I wont fit any of them. "Grab some and try them on" He smiled and I nodded. I started to look through the shop and I found a shirt that looked so cool. I tried them on and they all fit. I was so happy and when I walked out of the stall, Harvey's mouth dropped. "Andy it looks amazing, they all do" He yelled and I laughed.

"We are getting them all" He said and before I had a chance to say anything, he scanned them and payed. I huffed and hugged him. "You didn't have to" I said and he rubbed my back. "You needed it I can tell" he said and we both laughed. We walked around a little more and then we saw a hair dresser. "Hey Andy" he said and I looked at him. "We could dye your hair blond, blond" He said and I laughed. "Wait your serious" I said and he nodded. I agreed and we went in.