200 Calories - Randy - Book 1

Chapter 3: Page 5

Andy's pov

I knew I had gone too far, of course, he didn't want to go any further with me because he probably doesn't love me. We just went to sleep after that.

I woke up at about 4 am with arms wrapped around me. I slowly got up making sure not to wake up Rye, I walked out and into the hall but It was dark and quiet. I walked outside and into the gardens. They were so peaceful at night. I was looking over the water and all the flowers. I sat out there, not saying anything for hours.

"Andy!" I heard behind me. I looked around and saw it was light out. I looked behind me, Rye and Brook were running over to me. Rye looked worried. He ran to me and pulled me into a tight hug. "Andy I was so worried," He said and his voice was shaking. "Why," I asked back. "Because we were looking everywhere for you" He replied. "Oh, I guess I just needed some time to think," I said and looked away and back to the water.

Brook left as it was only about 6 am. It was just me and Rye now, when he put his arm around me, I saw a red patch on his arm. He was wearing a yellow jacket. I grabbed his arm and tried to pull up his sleeve but he pulled his arm away. "Ryan let me see," I said and tried to grab his arm but he stood up and turned away from me. "Rye ple-".

"Andy don't" He shouted. I got a fright and sat back down. He had never yelled at me before. I had tears in my eyes because if he yelled at me, it was obvious he doesn't love me now. I stood up and started walking back to my room. "Andy wait" I heard behind me and he tried to grab my arm. "Don't Rye, just go home?" I said and left him there upset. Why was he bleeding, or maybe it was just a stain but why couldn't he show me.

I just sat on my bed thinking about me, me and Rye. I don't know why I thought he would love me. It kinda hurt knowing that he didn't feel the same way I did, I thought maybe we could one day get married and have kids and stuff but of course, he wouldn't want to. Why was I so stupid. Soon Brooklyn came in and told me to have some breakfast. So I followed him into the café. I was sitting by myself when all the other boys were sitting together. Brook brought breakfast and I just didn't want to eat it. There was no Rye to help me and do the bites together.

I took one bite and spat it out. Brook came over to me and sat next to me. "Eat it, Andy," He said. I shook my head. "Eat Andy" I shook my head again. "Eat it Andy" I just kept shaking my head. "Do you want another tube?" He asked, I glared at him and he glared back. I looked at the cereal and then picked up the spoon and put some in my mouth. Once I had finished my food, Brook took me to the weight room. I got changed into just my boxers and stood on my scales. It said 51 kilograms. I felt the tears fall down my face. It was 6 more than yesterday, how do you even put that much on in a day.

"Don't be upset Andy, you're doing well?" Brook said, I felt my blood boil. I grabbed him by the collar and pushed him against the wall. "Don't tell me I'm doing good, you're just trying to make me fat!. I hate you and every stupid person here!" I yelled in his face. "Andy calms down," Brook said as he managed to grab my arms and pulled me back. I sobbed and ran. I ran and ran and ran until I got to a part of the hospital that I haven't seen before. I looked around for an exit and when I found one, I ran to it. Once I got out, I just looked around at the city, I haven't been out in like a week.

I ran down to the park where I went as a child, I then looked around to make sure nobody was looking for me. Once I was safe, I dashed to my house making sure to not be seen. Once I got in, I closed the door, I heard mum talking to somebody on the phone, I walked into the kitchen and saw a mum with a worried look on her face but she hasn't seen me yet. "Okay, let me know if you find him," She said sounding like she was scared. She turned around and saw me standing there. "Andrew Fowler what are you doing here," She said in shock and rushed towards me.

"Don't worry mum, I escaped?" I said but mum shook her head. I heard the toilet flush and then somebody walks down the stairs. Then I saw beautiful brown eyes. It was Rye. "Andy w-how did you get here," He asked looking surprised. I looked at his sleeve but it was a different hoodie. "I got out," I said and went to walk to my bedroom. It was just like I left it, Rye came up behind me about 20 minutes later, he looked guilty. "Hey, I'm sorry," He said and pulled me into a hug. I hugged back but soon he was pulling me.

"Let go," I said and he was trying to drag me down the stairs. He picked me up and walked downstairs. I saw Brooklyn and Jack in the living room. "No please Rye, I'll eat please don't let them take me there again, I'll do anything" I begged. He put me on the couch, Brook and Jack were sitting on another couch and mum was sitting next to me, Rye as well. "So" Brook started.

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