(Trigger warning, rape and abuse at the start so if you don't like to read that then skip a head and I will put a warning over sign xx)
Rye's pov
I got home from school and I heard a thumping noise. "Ryan Beaumont come here now" I heard Ben yell, shit. I quickly tried to hide but it was to late, Ben had come down the stairs and grabbed my hand harshly. "Ouch please let go" I whimpered but he just gripped tighter. I was dragged upstairs into my room and I was just thankful that nobody else was home. He shoved me against the wall and forced his lips onto mine, it was gross.
After making out with him because I didn't want him to be mad, he threw me onto the bed hurting my cuts I did the pervious day and so I whimpered. "Your Weak" he smirked and climbed on top of me. I tried to get out but he slapped my face making me scream out in pain and start to sob. "Shut up you Weak little shit, you can only leave when I'm done with you" he yelled in my face. I stayed still and she slowly pulled his pants down as well as his boxers, shit. "Open up" He forced my mouth open and shoved his dick into it.
I violently gagged around him, tears streaming down my cheeks. I didn't want to do this, I really didn't but I was gonna be punished if I didn't so I did it. I almost threw up because he shoved it so far down. I pushed him away as he was choking me and he didn't like that one bit. "You little bitch" He yelled and punched me in the stomach. I sobbed as he threw me over on to my stomach and pulled down my pants. The pain in my stomach was so bad but I tried to hide it.
"Now stay still or I will hurt you" he said with an evil grin. Without any warning or prep he pushed right into me. I screamed out in pain, there was no pleasure at all. "Please, stop" I sobbed into my pillow but he kept thrusting really hard, making the pain worse and he sob harder. I just lay there, no emotion Soon he was groaning and came in me. He pulled out and got changed. I quickly pulled the blanket over me and he left the room locking me in. I cried for hours and then got up and went straight to the shower. I stayed in there for 2 hours and cried, washed myself and cried again. I didn't want to do it.
"Rye baby come back to me"
I quickly got changed after my shower and walked out into my bedroom. Ben was asleep on my bed so I just left the house and stayed at the parl. I started to cry again."Rye Its just a dream come back to me"
I jolted upwards and looked around the dark room. I looked around trying to catch my breath. "Baby its okay" I heard and jumped out of bed and screamed. "Please don't, I'm sorry" I said as I fell to the floor and tried to curl up into a ball. "Ryan its me, Andy your boyfriend who loves you very much and will never hurt you" I heard, I slowly opened my eyes to see Andy's bright blue eyes looking down at me. He slowly got out of bed and walked towards me, kneeling down and running his hand through my hair. It felt nice.
"Are you okay now baby?" Andy Asked. I slowly nodded "That's good Babe, come on" he said and helped me up, I didn't say anything when we got back into bed, I was to embarrassed to speak. "Its okay Bubba, you can talk" He said softly stroking my face. "Did he hurt you again, in your dream?" He asked, I slowly nodded. "Rape hurt you?" He asked and again I nodded. "Oh Bubba come here" He said and pulled me into his chest, I cried myself to sleep in his arms.
(Trigger warning over xx)
I woke up and Andy was still asleep. I wanted to make it up to him for all my drama. I slowly got out of his arms and walked downstairs. "Morning Hun" Lesley smiled in the kitchen. "Hey" I smiled back. "What happened last night, I heard a lot of screaming?" She asked. "Um... Bad Dream" I replied and she nodded, knowing not to ask. "I wanna make it up to him, like for all my drama and stuff, do you know what he really likes for breakfast?" I asked. "Well he does love pancakes" Lesley said. "Okay, can I make some?" I asked her. "Of course Rye, you don't need to ask this is your house to" She smiled.
I walked to the pantry and got some things to make pancakes. I mixed the batter and then put some into a pan and waited for them to cook. After I cooked about 7, I was out of batter and so I had to stop. I gave Lesley 2 and then she went to work. I put some cream on the table as well as some maple syrup. I just waited until Andy woke up... But he didn't. I got up and walked into our room and saw Andy still snuggled into my pillow, damn he's cute.
"Andy baby, wake up" I said as I sat down next to him and left soft kisses on his bare arm. "Go away, its to early" He groaned and covered his face with the blanket. "Baby I have a surprise for you" I replied and I saw a little smile. "What is it?" He slowly asked. "Well you will have to come down stairs and see" I smirked. "But I'm cold" He moaned. I picked him up, not caring about him play hitting me to put him down and walked downstairs. He was still wrapped in a blanket when I put him on a chair and he looked nervous. "Lesley said it was your favourite breakfast" I smiled. "How much sugar did you put in it?" He asked, I knew this would happen. "Andy please, I just want to have a nice breakfast with you" I said and grabbed his hand.
"It will be just tell me how much" He said louder, "Andy you know I'm not suppose to do that" I said sitting down. "I'm not eating until you tell me" he said and crossed his arms. "Andy just eat the damn things!" I yelled, but soon realised what I did. He looked scared for a minute but then looked hurt. He got up really fast and ran upstairs. Fuck, good going Rye. "Andy please come back" I yelled running after him, I grabbed his hand and made him stop. "Ryan let go now!" He yelled in my face. "Andy please just listen" I begged, almost crying. He saw how I was and nodded. "I'm so sorry I yelled, I really am. I just really wanted to make up for my drama lately and everything... you don't have to eat them and you don't have to be with me because I just yell a lot and I know it hurts you but I'm so sorry" I said, letting go of his hand and walking to the bathroom.
"Rye don't" I heard from behind me as I didn't close the door because I wasn't planning on cutting. I rolled my fists and with one strong punch, I smashed the whole mirror. "Rye oh my god!" Andy screamed and grabbed my arm, looking at my hand. "I'm fine" I said pulling my hand away. "There is glass in there" He replied grabbing my hand and opening the draws to grab some tweezers, some cream stuff that you put in cuts and he also grabbed a bandage. "Put your hand here" He said and pointed to the counter top. I slowly sigh and put my hand on the counter. He used the tweezers and started to pull the glass out, but it really hurt.
"Ow Fuck!" I gritted through my teeth. "You shouldn't have punched the mirror then Rye" Andy sigh back, he's mad with me. "Why are you doing this" I asked him, no emotion involved. "Because your my boyfriend Rye, I can't just leave you in pain" He replied pulling the last bit out, which hurt a lot. After that he put some cream on the cuts, I hissed as it started to sting. "Fuck Andy why do I need this" I hissed. "Ryan stay still, it helps infections" He told me as he held my hand down when I tried to pull it away. Andy put and bandage on and walked out of the bathroom in a hurry.
I got mad because he is probably gonna breakup with me or something. I took a few deep breathes then walked out and down the stairs into the living room. I was just watching tv because there was nothing else to do on this fine Sunday morning. It wasn't raining outside, in fact it was very sunny so I thought maybe I could make it up to Andy by teaching him back flips. I turned off the tv and walked up stairs. I heard a noise and knew exactly what Andy was doing, I didn't want to bother him even though I felt myself hardening in my pants.
I walked backdown stairs with a big smirk on my face, I sat on the couch and waited until he walked downstairs. Once I heard him walking down and then I saw his face I smiled. "Feeling better?" I asked with a smirk. "I... Yeah I'm fine" He answered and sat next to me. I leaned over Into his ear and whispered. "Do I not satisfy you enough baby?", he whimpered and I giggled. "Your a d-dick" he said and stood up, walking into the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water staying near the sink. I walked over and wrapped my arms around his waist, his back against my chest. "Pleasuring yourself without me, so naughty" I whispered into his ear, he let out a moan and put his glass down.
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FanfictionHey, my name is Andy Fowler and I suffered with an eating disorder, come with me and learn about my life back then ❤️ All rights are reserved and if you use or take any of my ideas without asking it is classed stealing. Started 19th July 2019 Finis...