The last victim
Age:15
The yougest of all the boys to disappear
Daniel
I sat bored at one of the tables rented out for a family reunion my family was currently having for the while family that i saw mostly on big holidays like Christmas and Thanksgiving but no body really cared to Talk to me I dont exactly know why.
My little cousins run around and giggle with one another i smile at them those were the times when nothing mattered when you could just be happy and run around but now my mind is just clouded with anxiety and stress.
I smile at my grandma who pulls the seat out infront of me and sits down across from where in sitting "hi honey you looked lonely so ive come to keep my youngest grandbaby company" she smiled and yeah she said youngest thats not a bad thing or anything I just feel kinda embarrassed I dont know I just feel like my brothers are alot better than me.
I smile at my grandma "thanks grandma" I smile at her "you look so handsome and grown up" she said leaning across the table and pinching my cheeks like in a story or movie depicting a grandmother I giggle slightly. "You must be a real catch with the ladies" she smiled ruffling my hair oh she doesnt know but that's okay no one knows
No one knows that I'm not like them
I'm different
I was born that way
I'm gay
But no one is gay for me
I'll never find love
Me and my grandma talked and laughed through the whole thing and to say i actually had fun just sitting and talking with my grandma. In the car i got stuck in between my butthead brothers tyler and Christian who basically fought and talked about sports the whole boring ride home. I look down at my feet anything was more fascinating than listening to them and just thought about the perfect boy to love but mostly how I was going to come out to my parents ive tried multiple times but always got cut off by my idiot brothers or was just to chicken to do it. I was brought out of my deep thoughts about coming out when I felt something wet in my ear I jerk away and of course stupid tyler gave me a wet Willy and now they were both cracking up laughing. "Ugh mom" I whine and she turned around in her seat to face us "UhG MOm" christian mocked I cross my arms and slumb back in my seat and mom turned back around in her seat.
Once home I got to my room thst i share with Christian and lock the door before he can get in sighing in relief when he doesnt even try to get in. I grab a piece of lined paper and a black ink pen and start to scribble down the usual letter I just crumble up
Dear, mom and dad
As you may have noticed I'm not
Like tyler and Christian
Obviously
Ive been trying to tell you guys this for awhile buti always get interrupted
I hope your not mad at me
I hope you'll still love me
But im gay
I'm gay
I'm gay
I'm gay
As many times as i say it I cannot change that
This is just short because I know I'm just going to be a coward and toss this in the trash
But I love you and I hope you'll accept me when I do come out.
