Complete| Jikook

4

⚠️ TW: mention of panic attack

It was the next day and yet again Jimin had work today, one of the later shifts. He felt extremely bad knowing Jin was pregnant but he didn't have a choice, he had nobody else to watch Jeonsan.

He felt immense guilt when Jin walked into the apartment with a tired look on his face.

"M-maybe I should take work off to-" Jimin was cut off by Jin rushing towards him.

"No don't do that I'm here to watch Jeonsan, it's not like I'm a balloon yet it's fine alright." Jin said with a smile on his beautiful face. A/N ISTG JIN IS SO PERFECT ITS NOT OK

"Okay" Jimin said, he still felt the guilt pooling in his stomach, reaching to his aching chest.

Jin interrupted his unsettling feeling by speaking up "but you do need to keep in mind things are gonna change soon, I won't be able to watch Jeonsan in later time so till then make sure to find someone who can."

"I'll definitely do that." Jimin said, though it'd be in the near future he wasn't sure how he was going to find someone to watch Jeonsan, he had a few friends that he talked to every now and then, but Jin was the only one he trusted with his baby.

But it was okay because he had lots of time to figure that out before then so he wasn't too panicked.

Jeonsan waddled into the living room, his black hair sticking out at certain ends, from moving around so much in his sleep. "Jin Jin Jin!" he squealed

Jin happily picked Jeonsan up admiring his adorable features, Jeonsan truly was such a perfect kid, in many ways.

Jimin took it as a great opportunity to slide out the door, happy that Jeonsan was so preoccupied with Jin.

He walked towards the elevator whistling happily as he pressed the garage floor.

Once he got into his car he drove to the Convenience store. And when he arrived 15 minutes later he took his seat at the front desk.

Oddly enough there wasn't any customers at all, which was very weird considering that he had the later shift today and it was almost always busy at this time.

But it was a Monday so maybe that was it, Jimin just brushed it off and chose to play some games on his phone.

He heard the slide door open, but honestly was to tired to greet the person so he just set his phone down, and distracted himself with the ceiling.

It was about ten minutes later when he heard some shuffling behind him so he spung his chair around to face them.

His eyes instantly widened, he sat there frozen as he breath got caught in his throat, he lifted his shaky hands the grab some items on the counter.

"Jimin?"

"Y-yeah it's m-me." Jimin chocked our he felt a numbness taking over his body.

"Damn, didn't think I'd ever see you again." You look good though." the stranger said, a slight chuckle following his words

Jimin didn't understand how he could be so calm... maybe it was the fact that he didn't know half the information he probably should but truly that isn't his fault.

"W-what are y-you doing back in town...J-Jungkook." Jimin squeaked out, cursing himself for stuttering so much.

"Been here for awhile actually, college didn't work out where I was originally going, so ya know came back here, I go to the university not to far from here actually, have been for over a year now."

Jimin nodded while trying to check out jungkook's items at his best ability without dropping them from how much he was shaking.

Jungkook had noticed it, his eyebrows furrowed and he reached his hand towards Jimin's, "are you oka-" he began to ask but was cut off by a loud thud to the ground.

Jimin had done it... he looked Jungkook in the eyes almost instantly giving him too many flash backs...

"ya know it's important to me, this was... n-nothing."

At that Jimin just broke, not even sure why because he had clearly thought of all those memories daily but they no longer affected him, was simply Jungkook's presence changing that?

He fell to the ground with a thud, and began to cry more memories drilling themselves into his brain.

He remembered the day Jeonsan was born the sheer pain of not having Jungkook with him hurt more than anything else, but it was all his fault.

He remembered screaming to Jin that he needed Jungkook but that was followed by him sobbing because he couldn't have him, and it was all his fault.

Jimin was slowly brought back to reality, he was on the ground hugging himself desperately trying to catch his breath, gasping out every few seconds and choking out a loud painful sob.

Jungkook was by his side the most worried look on his face, Jimin had had panic attacks when they were together once or twice, but never to this extent.

"Jimin, are you okay I'm here, what's wrong?"

Jimin couldn't bring himself to reply he needed to calm down he knew the only possible cure was his baby.

Jimin stood up, his legs shaking while he rushed over to the break room surprised he didn't fall.

His shaking fingered tapped Jin's contact.

As each ring passed Jimin felt himself feel more nauseous, but when Jin finally answered and saw Jimin's state he already knew what to do.

He hastily passed the phone to Jeonsan, the two year was very confused but he tried his best to grip the phone with his small hands.

"Mommy?" He said, noticing the tears running down Jimin's face he also broke out into a cry, because well his mommy was scared so he was too.

"No-no baby don't cry mommy's fine he just wanted to see you is that ok?" Jimin said sniffling,

Jeonsan nodded, "Mama come back home?"
Jeonsan asked all sadness erased at the thought of maybe seeing Jimin.

"N-not yet baby only a few more hours..." Jimin whispered be finally felt his breathing even out, the numbness was slowly fading away, he knew he could go back to work, more so he needed to.

"Baby I have to go now, but just know I love you..." Jimin said wiping any remaining tears with his sweater paws.

"I lub you!" Jeonsan squeaked before passing the phone towards Jin.

Jin looking at Jimin with somber, he knew it had to be pretty bad for Jimin to need to see Jeonsan he hoped he'd get the chance to ask later.

As Jimin hung up he walked outside the break room and glanced around.

Jungkook was nowhere in sight.

He sighed feeling much better and sat down to resume his work.

Hmm wonder what's gonna happen next??