Mike Wheeler x reader

Prepare N panic?

Once I get there, I see him laying down on his bed staring above at nothing. Was he thinking? Thinking about what? Is he worried? I slowly walk into his room. He doesn't notice me. I look at him and have this urge to just curl up right next to him. Was this a feeling? If so, what does my body want me to do? I crawl onto his bed. I feel like I am acting like a animal laying down. I get close up next to Mike and rest my head where his under arm was. I curl up next to him. I have this sudden chill. That white stuff everywhere outside, is cold. Freezing even. I guess Mike notices because I feel him looking at me.
Mike- Sev? What are you doing?
Me- I don't know. It just... well feels almost right.
Just almost. What am I missing?
Mike- haha you're curled up
Me- yeah..
Mike- next to me
He says softer as he looks into my eyes. He turns his whole body to face mines.
Me- Mike?
Mike- yes savanna?
He says my name. I am just getting used to it but now I feel like it's.. me. Maybe..
Me- what are those dots all along your face? Not that it's a bad thing but what are they?
Mike- oh.. you mean my freckles?
Me- is that what it is? How did you get them?
Mike- I don't just get them. I was born to have them
Me- I like them.. on your face
He layes to his side with his arm under his head.
Mike- haha.. you have some too
Me- I do?
Mike- yeah.. you have some freckles, beautiful grey and a little blue eyes that sparkles, soft looking face, rosy lips, a little pale, and nice hair
I feel my cheeks like turning hot. I look down. Then I curl up myself a little more
Me- something's missing? I don't know what though...
Mike- maybe this?
He then pulls me closer to him. I am then close up onto him with his arm around my waist. I bury my face onto his chest with my arms scrunched in between us. He puts his head onto mines. Now this, this feels exactly right
Me- exactly right
Mike- good
I feel him hold me more tighter.
Me- what is this?
Mike- what is what?
Me- you hugging me this way?
Mike- this is cuddling...
Me- what is it for?
Mike- mostly couples or people in any strong kinda relationship do this
Me- ooh.. what relationship are we?
Mike- depends.. do you like like me but worry about El being upset or mad about this OR do you like me and how great I am
Me- I have to chose?
Mike- no rush. Take all the time. And don't let anyone change your mind.. well only I can really
Me- how can you change my mind?
Mike- like this kinda
He comes closer and "kisses" my cheek. I feel my cheeks get so hot. He smiles at me. His smile. Oh mhm yup his smile is what gets me. It just captures the moment. I don't know what I'm really saying this is all new. I smile back cause ya know not to be mean so I smiled back.
Me- what do you feel right now?
Mike- I feel my heart racing, scribbled thoughts in my mind, I feel that I wanna hold you and I need to protect you but I know you're strong and I don't know if you need me..
Me- I need you... I am strong but in this world.. my powers can be dangerous, Mike...
Mike- how dangerous?
I feel him tense up. He moves away from our "cuddle" as he said it was.
Me- death...
it's true. I don't want him to worry but he should be prepared what might be coming. I should've been fine if the bad men and corrupted were gone but I still have those nightmares... maybe I should talk to El about this
Mike- who's gonna die?
His voice turns into a scared tone.. I don't want to scare him but..  if something happens he should be prepared
Me- Mike... I need to prepare you in case..
Mike- in case what, Sev? Sev you are scaring me
Me- Mike... something might be coming.. I can feel it. I can't tell fully but something feels off..
Mike- maybe cause you haven't had a meal as in a full good meal. Maybe you're just reacting to your body not having what it needs
Me- I wish that were true... but if the bad stuff and men were gone, shouldn't I have not got any more nightmares?
Mike- they happen naturally to everyone..
Me- .. I don't know, Mike. I'd have to prepare you for the possibilities
Mike- what possibilities? This isn't making any sense!
Mike gets off the bed and has his hands on his side of his head.
Me- Mike calm down. Please. You never know what might happen
I sit up on the bed on my knees
Mike- what's gonna happen?! This doesn't make any sense! What do you need to prepare me for?!
I knew what was happening to Mike. He was... afraid. I don't know of what but I could tell he was. I get out of the bed and walk towards him. He keeps moving back while I walk towards him
Me- MIKE!
I had to. I had to yell for him to stop and let me explain.. Mike's face went into a shocked expression.
Me- Mike... I am dangerous to this world. I am a danger to you. If someone bad takes control of me.... many deaths will occur
Mike- you are not dangerous, Sev. I won't let anyone control you...
He holds my shoulder which makes me smile a little
Me- I just...
I start tearing up. Mike holds me to him.
Mike- it's alright, savanna. I'm here...
Me- stay..
Mike- I can tell the rest of the party that we will stay home for today
Me- no if you want to go with them, then go
Mike- no I'd rather spend today with you
He always knew what to say. To always make me feel safe even when I'm doubting things. Mike and I go back on his bed and keep the silence to finally have time for just nothing to happen
Me- Mike...?
Mike- yeah?
Me- can I ask something?
Mike- of course. What's the question?
Me- ...when we kissed... and after when we pulled away from each other... I felt like just.. I don't know? Crashing onto you I guess?
Mike's face turns a little pink
Mike- ...
Me- like... I wanted more? I guess that's how to say it?
Mike- you wanted... more?
Me- is that bad?
Mike- no not bad at all
Me- soo...
Mike- you didn't want it to end, right?
Me- yeah..
I start looking at his hair. Looks so soft and just UGH I don't know how to say things! I think Mike notices I was looking at his hair too
Mike- haha do you wanna touch it or something?
I get excited that he could tell. I push him to sit up, I go behind him and go on my knees to be at level over his head. I look down at his hair. SO FLUFFY
Mike- haha you can
HE GAVE ME PERMISSION! YES! I quickly put my hands on top of his head. I feel the softness and was so relieve I guess. I start playing with his hair. He is crossing his legs onto the bed while I play with his fluffy hair.
Me- so fluffy...
I start moving my hands in circular motion on both hands at different spots. I heard Mike sigh. Not a rude or sad sigh but one that was like "ooh yes" I guess that's how I'd describe it
Mike- massage
Then all of a sudden he grabs my hands from touching his hair. He leans forwards, pulling me over his whole body from his head and flipped me over back onto the bed facing him while he looks down at me. He laughs. That made my stomach tickle. I look up him and we just stare for awhile. He comes to my face and kisses me. I smile through the kiss
Me- what was that for?
Mike- the pulling you down or the kiss?
Me- start with the pulling me
Mike- well it was just for fun I guess
Me- and then why'd you kiss me?
Mike- cause I... wanted to
Me- hmm? Why did you want to?
I make that face he does when he's smirking
Mike- hey uh look you got the face right for once
I can tell he was... nervous? About what? I sit up in front of him
Me- why did you want to?
Mike- cause I needed to, ok?
Me- look I'm sorry I can't understand what that really is saying if you "needing to". So can you please tell or show me because I don't understand..
Mike- first, don't apologize because you don't understand.. it's also my fault as well. I don't really know how to say it without you might not knowing what I'm saying..
He looks down. He doesn't know how to say it without me might not knowing what he's saying was true. Maybe I won't know what he would be saying
Me- ....Mike?
Mike- yeah?
He says quietly
Me- come here.
He looks up to me again and looks around kind of confused
Me- hug

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