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the fact that there are like, 3-5 chapters left in this book and I've put it off THIS LONG, I started this book in 2018! WTF is wrong with me
anyway, enjoy this 4,100+ page chapter. shit. goes. down
~ Author ~
Jimin sat there, staring at the text, why would someone stoop so low to tell someone to kill themselves, let alone someone they most likely don't even know?
He was scared, his heart was thumping rapidly and he felt like his blood was draining
Everyone has a different reaction to being told to kill themselves. Some laugh, some cry, some dust it off, and others, like Jimin, feel it deep in their heart. Physically and mentally, and though it takes a toll on you, you don't show it. You're better than acting out and you know that. So you just sit there as it slowly gets to your head, and soon to your heart
Jimin blinked his tears away and put his phone away, making sure his alarm was on so he could wake up for school tomorrow, thank god it would be Friday
(.. I forgot the day they were on..again...i'm sorry)
He put his phone down and laid there, his back to the surface, facing the ceiling. He felt...odd, he has tears coming out of his eyes yet he wasn't crying. He was just laying there, looking up, thinking, as if he was paralyzed
Jimin felt his world going 100 times to fast for him. As if someone had a remote control and were constantly switching the channels in his head without asking, and whenever he got ahold of that remote, it gets taken from him again. He felt like his life was completely out of control and he didn't know how to stop it
He hated it
♡
Jimin had woken up, his head pounding from the night before, his alarm wasn't helping either
He hit the alarm on his phone, flinching when the screen lights up, a photo of Yoongi and him popping up on his screen, his beloved wallpaper
He smiled, slowly getting up from bed, hating himself for actually wanting to go to school despite all the hate he was getting, the only reason he was going was because of Yoongi
So, Jimin sighed, getting up and getting ready for school, his feet heavy and his stomach hungry
♡
~ Author ~
Yoongi had also had a rough time, with Jungkook in the hospital and Jennie suspended he felt stressed, despite both those problems having nothing to do with him, he still felt a big pit of guilt in his stomach for both of them. It was obvious Jennie was going through something and the whole Jungkook situation just keeps him up at night
Yoongi thinks, he thinks about what would be different if he made more of an effort to be friends with Jungkook, or help Jungkook with whatever was going on in his life instead of mentally shitting on him most of the time. Jungkook obviously had something going on with him, Yoongi never asked because he knew it wasn't his business, but now he's wishing he did. Maybe things would be at least a little different
