Sparks in the Dark

In his arms

*Sigh.* Laying in the grass of your backyard. Laughing in your room full of pictures and memories. Kissing at the parks around the neighborhood. Holding you in my room. Holding your hand everyday at school. I don't get any of that anymore.

Sometimes, I wish I could tell you how I miss you, but these memories flood back. You don't remember them now. We used to kiss in the rain. And yell at the stars. Talk for hours. Your touch like a drug.. it still fills my mind.

The songs I listen to still remind me of you. I still remember your smile when I'd sing to you. I remember the nights we'd leave late, and walk for hours in the dark, just talking and drinking energy drinks. How you used to look into my eyes.. "my galaxy", you'd say..

The way you look at me isn't like it used to be.

When we first kissed.. that day in your room.. do you still think of it? Because I know every night I still remember every time we kissed. Everytime we touched, or talked, or even just sat together in silence.

You know.. I still want you.. but I want you to be happy more.

... and now your in his arms
"Just be happy.. ok?"